Wanting to go out on a high note. Anyone the same.

[lostmyacc]

Scent of a Woman style. Not sure if anyone has ever seen this film?


Ideally I would like a nice few days before dying. Go have a nice meal in restaurants I can't usually afford. Maybe get a nice suit.


Drink a lot of nice liquor, have a suite in a beautiful hotel. Have sex one last time. Do some cocaine. Ride around in a nice car inbetween meals probably best can muster up is high class uber.


Have a meal with a few family members one last time. (without telling them why)

Make it an event. One last goodybe.


Is this realistic? To much of a romantic view of things? would erratic behaviour like this concern.

Most importantly does anyone else want to go out under these circumstances after a good few days. ? "Leaving on a high note"

 

[8evergo]

I haven't seen the film but I think you should go with joy and enjoy the last few days

 

[8evergo]

I haven't seen the film but I think you should go with joy and enjoy the last few days

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Im not sure how to go out on a high note. I have no interest in any of my hobbies and I am not really productive. Maybe have a ONS with someone before? Kind of impossible since the thought of someone being intimate with me grosses me out and no one would anyways since I am a 300 lbs NEET who let himself go.

 

[8evergo]

When I get intimate with someone, the focus is on going away together and enjoying it and enjoying the last time as much as we enjoy it

 

[aludnelac]

i've thought about doing something similar to this before, but ultimately as my will to live becomes further worn down, i just don't really have the energy to do much, even before i die.. i think i just want some kind of support and care near me in my last moments, but that's hard to even have.. maybe a delicious last meal and dying in beautiful mountains would be nice, but i think when you want to die, it's hard to feel good about anything anymore, and you just want to leap into it and move forward to the next point, whatever that might be..

 

[Ligottian]

Scent of a Woman style. Not sure if anyone has ever seen this film?


Ideally I would like a nice few days before dying. Go have a nice meal in restaurants I can't usually afford. Maybe get a nice suit.


Drink a lot of nice liquor, have a suite in a beautiful hotel. Have sex one last time. Do some cocaine. Ride around in a nice car inbetween meals probably best can muster up is high class uber.


Have a meal with a few family members one last time. (without telling them why)

Make it an event. One last goodybe.


Is this realistic? To much of a romantic view of things? would erratic behaviour like this concern.

Most importantly does anyone else want to go out under these circumstances after a good few days. ? "Leaving on a high note"

If a high class hooker and some clean, high quality blow were available to me, I would definitely go for it. Alas, neither of the two are available in my area unless it's underground for the rich.

 

[outrider567]

Scent of a Woman style. Not sure if anyone has ever seen this film?


Ideally I would like a nice few days before dying. Go have a nice meal in restaurants I can't usually afford. Maybe get a nice suit.


Drink a lot of nice liquor, have a suite in a beautiful hotel. Have sex one last time. Do some cocaine. Ride around in a nice car inbetween meals probably best can muster up is high class uber.


Have a meal with a few family members one last time. (without telling them why)

Make it an event. One last goodybe.


Is this realistic? To much of a romantic view of things? would erratic behaviour like this concern.

Most importantly does anyone else want to go out under these circumstances after a good few days. ? "Leaving on a high note"

I wouldn't say 'taking cocaine' is romantic

 

[may13]

Completely on a high note here.

I've actually, for the most part, lived an amazingly charmed life. I have loved, I've been both upper middle class and completely poverty stricken as an adult. I've lost a child at an incredibly young age, and have an amazing relationship with a second child who is now 8.

I've had partners who I have loved dearly, and a partner who betrayed me. I've experienced the unbelievable highs of a life well lived, and the inescapable pain of putting every quantum of your trust into someone who ultimately proved unworthy.

So TL;DR… I've lived a charmed life. I'll go out on a simple high note. Knowing I have loved, and have been loved in equal measure. So I'm going out in the most amazing boutique hotel in my city. And I'll have a cup of my favorite hipster oat milk cold brew asshole coffee that morning, followed by an absolutely amazing night out. 5 star dining, an incredible underground nightclub, and an unbelievable vinyl library waiting for me back at the hotel. Then for my last drink of the evening, I'll enjoy either N or SN, depending… one is already secured. Hoping for the other, but I'm ready to roll those dice.

And I will fall asleep with a smile on my face. Because I am ready to sleep.

 

[lostmyacc]

Completely on a high note here.

I've actually, for the most part, lived an amazingly charmed life. I have loved, I've been both upper middle class and completely poverty stricken as an adult. I've lost a child at an incredibly young age, and have an amazing relationship with a second child who is now 8.

I've had partners who I have loved dearly, and a partner who betrayed me. I've experienced the unbelievable highs of a life well lived, and the inescapable pain of putting every quantum of your trust into someone who ultimately proved unworthy.

So TL;DR… I've lived a charmed life. I'll go out on a simple high note. Knowing I have loved, and have been loved in equal measure. So I'm going out in the most amazing boutique hotel in my city. And I'll have a cup of my favorite hipster oat milk cold brew asshole coffee that morning, followed by an absolutely amazing night out. 5 star dining, an incredible underground nightclub, and an unbelievable vinyl library waiting for me back at the hotel. Then for my last drink of the evening, I'll enjoy either N or SN, depending… one is already secured. Hoping for the other, but I'm ready to roll those dice.

And I will fall asleep with a smile on my face. Because I am ready to sleep.

Sounds fantastic to me, this is kinda akin to what I want . Haven't decided if maybe spread out over a day or two or 3 in my case is a good idea or should just be done in one day .


I am drained of life honestly and want to leave, but I do think 'one last tour of the battlefield' is a great idea

 

[may13]

Sounds fantastic to me, this is kinda akin to what I want . Haven't decided if maybe spread out over a day or two or 3 in my case is a good idea or should just be done in one day .


I am drained of life honestly and want to leave, but I do think 'one last tour of the battlefield' is a great idea

We all deserve that "fair well" tour, as it were.

I want to close my eyes with no regrets.

SI need not apply.

 

[xonetwothreex]

I completely understand what you're saying, although I think for me it's a matter of leaving on a rational note as opposed to a high note. I'd prefer for things to holistically 'click' as much as they can as opposed to focusing on me, them, or anyone in particular.