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theendoftheroad

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Apr 19, 2026
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I got the hotel room. I just packed some clothes and games + cremated cat and am going to enjoy my last few days of neetdom until money runs out. I got the rope the day before, but I can't do it here there's no good anchor points. I might be able to do it my looping it around the front door knob and slipping it over the door but that's risky, because people might step out at night and see the rope+there's cameras outside(although I don't think anyone runs the front desk late). After the weekend passes I'll book a room at one of the casinos and get a high room with a window view. The plan is the break the glass and jump but I don't know how strong the glass is. I'll need to plan on how to break it. I know 5 stories should be enough but you should go for 8 to be safe. I'm just getting drunk everyday and playing my unfinished games til it's time. Im going to leave a note for them to bury my cat with me. I have no where to go after this so absolutely no fall back is something goes wrong. Hopefully it'll be over soon
 
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Feb 4, 2023
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I like your username. It seems you are very desperate. I feel sorry for your cat as well. I am here if you wish to talk. Sending virtual hugs.
 
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Apr 12, 2026
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If you break the glass isn't it possible it could really hurt someone below? Usually the glass in tall hotels is very difficult to break.

I wish you didn't have to resort to these thoughts.
 
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Nolongerlive

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Feb 28, 2026
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Might be difficult to break the glass as those are kind of reinforced glass for high rise building .
Also even if you manage to break it, the sound might alarm the hotel security or staff.

Better to find one room with balcony or open windows
 
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theendoftheroad

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Apr 19, 2026
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Might be difficult to break the glass as those are kind of reinforced glass for high rise building .
Also even if you manage to break it, the sound might alarm the hotel security or staff.

Better to find one room with balcony or open windows
I'm worried that by asking for one with a balcony itll raise some read flags. I guess I could ask all the casinos around until I get an answer, there's like 10 or so.
 
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Nolongerlive

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I'm worried that by asking for one with a balcony itll raise some read flags. I guess I could ask all the casinos around until I get an answer, there's like 10 or so.

Nothing wrong for asking for a room with balcony. Just like some do not like room without windows.
Many people like to relax at the balcony during evening times, admiring the view.

No need to worry, it is normal.
 

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