Wanting to CTB because this world is disgusting - anyone else?

[anonymoususer278387]

I hate where I am located in the world. I hate the way the governments are. I hate having a disability. I don't want to reincarnate or go to any sort of afterlife. I'm sick of people being cold towards me. I'm sick of having to eat meat to survive. I'm sick of having a conscience.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Yep. I can relate. If you look at my posts you will see I am similar in outlook. Disgusting filthy evil place it is. Overpopulated and a lot of dickheads in existence.

 

[h4ppyhypoxia]

yes yes yes its already a cruel world even for healthy people im autistic with other conditions and so its even crueller to me than it is for NTs and i just dont get how people can still want to have children with the state of this world, im pro choice but still , how do you live on this planet for 30 years and think its a good idea to bring someone new onto it?

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

The only difference between a crushed insect and any member of the human species is the funeral.
The human species is a microscopic breath in an ocean of silence.
The illusion of importance we cultivate is merely a biological defense against this brutal realization.
Consciousness is not an evolutionary prize; it is the ultimate punishment.
The dog sleeps, the tree grows, the man thinks—and, in doing so, rots from within. Consciousness is more baleful than cancer. To be human is to be haunted by thought—not the logical, functional thought of someone needing to cross the street or settle
bills, but the thought that digs, that suspects, that dismantles everything that once seemed solid. The kind of thought that turns the mirror into a threat. Consciousness did not give us control; it gave us agony.

 

[NotUrDream]

I understand how it is, nothing is frustrating me as much as the idiotic way people have been acting lately. I live in a country with poor financial conditions and in a city with violent, mean, selfish people and a corrupt government. I really strongly dislike the way people are showing less and less empathy for others. This is clearly contributing to a more violent and less united society, and I believe that from now on everything will only get worse, and that bothers me quite a lot.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I am in ozzieland. Used to be a pretty good country. Now it's a shithole getting worse by the day.

 

[discernment]

Yes, I hate the world we live in. I hate that people lack basic empathy, I hate that people are cruel to animals, and I hate that we're just expected to function day-to-day in this broken society AND to make it look like we're having a good time for the sake of others.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Yes, I hate the world we live in. I hate that people lack basic empathy, I hate that people are cruel to animals, and I hate that we're just expected to function day-to-day in this broken society AND to make it look like we're having a good time for the sake of others.

And they want us to earn for them and pay taxes to them. We aren't independent enough to choose what we want for ourselves

 

[pk@2001]

With all the wars popping up left and right and those guys who are willing to bring down nations,the whole world order just to boost their egos is surely disgusting..
It's the not the land and the future we're promised. We're not born to face anxiety, panic attacks for our own future and well being.
Everyday or better I should every moment is already burdening us to an extent that makes this world seems disgusting to the core.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Yep, hate this place with a simmering rage inside me…

Hate that we're gaslighted about the true nature of our existence from cradle to grave. (And most people are gullible enough to swallow these lies) Hate that we're brought here without consent and then denied the right to leave whenever we want…

Hate that it's actually effectively illegal to promote any sort of anti-life philosophy. We're not free to choose how we view this life, unless we are free to promote that view without being subject to prejudice or reprimand.

Hate that shitty representative democracy with all of our lying and cheating corrupt politicians and greedy evil capitalism are the best our dumb species can come up with after literally 1,000's of years of so-called "civilisation"… and many people even celebrate these aspects of society - which we should be deeply embarrassed about.

Hate nature worshipping fake empathy asshats, who think animals eating each other alive in the wild is somehow "beautiful" and "awe inspiring"… and we must "protect" this literal disgusting meat grinder of sentient conscious beings… these people make me want to vomit

Hate that our stupid ugly species of delusional self-important hairless apes, thinks it's the fcuking centre of the universe… and all of this exists for us… such arrogance… even though we're nothing more than bugs eating each other on this smelly hellscape of a planet…

Hate that religion and spirituality have more power to influence the minds of young people in our society than things like science and rational thought… again another sign that we are just some primitive creature at our core. And likely always will be.

Hate that I "won" the most unlucky lottery in the universe, by being born into this horrible shitshow of existence…

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Yep, hate this place with a simmering rage inside me…

Hate that we're gaslighted about the true nature of our existence from cradle to grave. (And most people are gullible enough to swallow these lies) Hate that we're brought here without consent and then denied the right to leave whenever we want…

Hate that it's actually effectively illegal to promote any sort of anti-life philosophy. We're not free to choose how we view this life, unless we are free to promote that view without being subject to prejudice or reprimand.

Hate that shitty representative democracy with all of our lying and cheating corrupt politicians and greedy evil capitalism are the best our dumb species can come up with after literally 1,000's of years of so-called "civilisation"… and many people even celebrate these aspects of society - which we should be deeply embarrassed about.

Hate nature worshipping fake empathy asshats, who think animals eating each other alive in the wild is somehow "beautiful" and "awe inspiring"… and we must "protect" this literal disgusting meat grinder of sentient conscious beings… these people make me want to vomit

Hate that our stupid ugly species of delusional self-important hairless apes, thinks it's the fcuking centre of the universe… and all of this exists for us… such arrogance… even though we're nothing more than bugs eating each other on this smelly hellscape of a planet…

Hate that religion and spirituality have more power to influence the minds of young people in our society than things like science and rational thought… again another sign that we are just some primitive creature at our core. And likely always will be.

Hate that I "won" the most unlucky lottery in the universe, by being born into this horrible shitshow of existence…

I understand the rage part...I used to be a bit more laid back etc but with time I have become a bit homicidal to be honest. Not much makes sense here.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I understand the rage part...I used to be a bit more laid back etc but with time I have become a bit homicidal to be honest. Not much makes sense here.

Of what i know about this world, there's the story of elites controlling world governments. It's said the world wealth is concentrated with these families. I think Rothschild, jp morgan, goldman sachs, i have heard Deutsch bank is also in the list. They control world economies. It's also said that covid was man made to spread fear in the masses that'd make it easier to control them . under fear , people stop using their mind but do what they are told. I don't know how true these things are, but i kinda believe in it as it sounds logical. That's how they don't want us to die. Even the medical industry wants people to stay sick. There's a lot more to the world than we are told.

 

[Passenger4224]

Yep, hate this place with a simmering rage inside me…

Hate that we're gaslighted about the true nature of our existence from cradle to grave. (And most people are gullible enough to swallow these lies) Hate that we're brought here without consent and then denied the right to leave whenever we want…

Hate that it's actually effectively illegal to promote any sort of anti-life philosophy. We're not free to choose how we view this life, unless we are free to promote that view without being subject to prejudice or reprimand.

Hate that shitty representative democracy with all of our lying and cheating corrupt politicians and greedy evil capitalism are the best our dumb species can come up with after literally 1,000's of years of so-called "civilisation"… and many people even celebrate these aspects of society - which we should be deeply embarrassed about.

Hate nature worshipping fake empathy asshats, who think animals eating each other alive in the wild is somehow "beautiful" and "awe inspiring"… and we must "protect" this literal disgusting meat grinder of sentient conscious beings… these people make me want to vomit

Hate that our stupid ugly species of delusional self-important hairless apes, thinks it's the fcuking centre of the universe… and all of this exists for us… such arrogance… even though we're nothing more than bugs eating each other on this smelly hellscape of a planet…

Hate that religion and spirituality have more power to influence the minds of young people in our society than things like science and rational thought… again another sign that we are just some primitive creature at our core. And likely always will be.

Hate that I "won" the most unlucky lottery in the universe, by being born into this horrible shitshow of existence…

Ditto

 

[explosiveKai99]

State of the world is probably the main reason I wanna CTB. I look at humanity and think overwhelming most of them are not my people. Greed, selfishness, violence.
So I was always an outcast, now I can't even have a job and if I would, I would suffer having to work in some shitty industry destroing the planet or multiplying bezos' worth.
Then people around me say that everything is perfect and it's me who has problems, so I deserve suffering. They're partly right, because I definitely have problems.

 

[caotic_realm]

My problem is with people—with my country. I'm from Mexico, and the people here are shit; most of them are liars and opportunists—people who want to take advantage of others without a thought for the pain or distress they might cause.

I don't know what it's like elsewhere in the world—maybe it's worse in some countries and better in others—but personally, I feel terrible. My surroundings don't help, and the optimism people talk about is just an illusion. Religion salves their consciences; they believe that simply because they believe in their god, they are good people.

This sums up my rejection of the world—of its people. Yes, this world could have been paradise, but its laws, its ambition, and its destructiveness have turned it into hell.

 

[delinquentsandwich]

growing up and seeing the world for what it truly is really fucked me up
the rot and the bad all overwhelm anything good

there are many good things and good people in this world but still too few
we have the resources and the knowledge to make the world a better place

forced to fight everyday just to wake up to another day of fighting
I hate being told that things will get better
they won't- not without a fundamental change of the world

leaves me feeling very bitter and resentful
I hate feeling negative like this

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Of what i know about this world, there's the story of elites controlling world governments. It's said the world wealth is concentrated with these families. I think Rothschild, jp morgan, goldman sachs, i have heard Deutsch bank is also in the list. They control world economies. It's also said that covid was man made to spread fear in the masses that'd make it easier to control them . under fear , people stop using their mind but do what they are told. I don't know how true these things are, but i kinda believe in it as it sounds logical. That's how they don't want us to die. Even the medical industry wants people to stay sick. There's a lot more to the world than we are told.

I know what you are getting at. Especially the covid part. I think by design the world aims to make people miserable wage slaves and run people down as much as possible to the point some people just hang themselves.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I know what you are getting at. Especially the covid part. I think by design the world aims to make people miserable wage slaves and run people down as much as possible to the point some people just hang themselves.

Yes that's a design. Very well pointed. They keep the world in scarcity and fearful mindset so as to maintain their control over the masses.

growing up and seeing the world for what it truly is really fucked me up
the rot and the bad all overwhelm anything good

there are many good things and good people in this world but still too few
we have the resources and the knowledge to make the world a better place

forced to fight everyday just to wake up to another day of fighting
I hate being told that things will get better
they won't- not without a fundamental change of the world

leaves me feeling very bitter and resentful
I hate feeling negative like this

The very first time I came out of the umbrella of my parents and witnessed the jungle this world is, i started getting shocked. I didn't know what is going on. I was shown a world that's all goody goody. But that was just a bubble. Outside the bubble, things are rough. The world can improve, it has potential but the chaos will never let it settle into a peaceful world. I love to do community service. So, i asked my office senior for tips on how i can better help the underprivileged kids. He said, don't help them or else, they'll compete with your kids in the future. Lol. I was so pissed off at that reply. A lot of ppl think this way. Not all, but many.

 

[neverexistedd]

me too, I hate this world and how it works, but this is how it was designed, it's cold, cynic, despair inducing, with little things trying to keep us distracted se we won't lose our minds, it's so over

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

me too, I hate this world and how it works, but this is how it was designed, it's cold, cynic, despair inducing, with little things trying to keep us distracted se we won't lose our minds, it's so over

I know what you are saying about the little things. But the little things just don't cut it for me anymore. The world cup, superbowl etc might keep the masses going but I hardly bother with these activities anymore. I watched about 3 games of the world cup and was bored.

 

[anonymoususer278387]

Yes that's a design. Very well pointed. They keep the world in scarcity and fearful mindset so as to maintain their control over the masses.

The very first time I came out of the umbrella of my parents and witnessed the jungle this world is, i started getting shocked. I didn't know what is going on. I was shown a world that's all goody goody. But that was just a bubble. Outside the bubble, things are rough. The world can improve, it has potential but the chaos will never let it settle into a peaceful world. I love to do community service. So, i asked my office senior for tips on how i can better help the underprivileged kids. He said, don't help them or else, they'll compete with your kids in the future. Lol. I was so pissed off at that reply. A lot of ppl think this way. Not all, but many.

wow. ok. that line just fueled my suicidal ideation even more.

 

[ctb_warrior]

wow. ok. that line just fueled my suicidal ideation even more.

Oops, i didn't intend to inspire others towards this

 

[anonymoususer278387]

Oops, i didn't intend to inspire others towards this

don't feel bad. it helped me realize this world is crap. but i understand you need to cover you butt for legal purposes.

 

[ctb_warrior]

don't feel bad. it helped me realize this world is crap. but i understand you need to cover you butt for legal purposes.

No no, not for legal reasons. I don't care about that . I don't want to force my negativity on anyone else that too if it is going to inspire them for ctb..