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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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When I sleep I sometimes have dreams that I never want to wake from. Waking up is just a painful reminder of why I don't want to be in this cesspit of a world anymore. Anybody else feel the same?
 
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fred farkle

fred farkle

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Dec 17, 2020
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yes! i will sometimes have dreams of my wife,that are very pleasant,but then I get a weird feeling,like somethings not right. Then I realize,oh,you're dead,you cant be here. Then I wake up like you said,to this shit world!
 
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Breakout92

Breakout92

Student
Mar 10, 2021
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I don't even usually dream but I'm still disappointed every morning when I wake up.
 
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Bamman

Can’t go back, why go forward?
Mar 31, 2021
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When I sleep I sometimes have dreams that I never want to wake from. Waking up is just a painful reminder of why I don't want to be in this cesspit of a world anymore. Anybody else feel the same?

that's why sleep can be nice, it resembles the closest thing to what we want. Same with our dreams.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Yes, it has happened to me a few times, especially when I was managing to have lucid dreams more frequently.
 
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AE2021

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Sep 21, 2020
216
Absolutely. So many times I have felt the same way. Very disappointed every morning when I wake up to another day on this planet.
 

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