• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
I hate to wake up. when I open my eyes, I feel so lonely.

I'm still on bed , feeling so lonely with some fear and irritation.

Does anyone else experience this? or is it just me?
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Journeytoletgo, Bat 17, heretogethelp and 12 others
K

karel1987

Student
Dec 29, 2020
114
Yeah i hope i dont wake up
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: heretogethelp, Pen>Sword, Superdeterminist and 5 others
UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
340
Does anyone else experience this? or is it just me?
Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up, because that's when the struggles start, at least when you're asleep/dreaming you feel free :hug:
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: tabletop, Grave, am1485 and 4 others
Conflict3d

Conflict3d

Member
May 11, 2021
37
Dreams are often much better then reality for me lately. Wish I could just sleep as long as I wanted to.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Pen>Sword, nopointofliving, FuneralCry and 3 others
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I can relate!

Everytime I wake up I'm like, "Damn, this again?"

I don't even know if I'm the same person as yesterday. You know, we're just "turned off" and then "turned on" . So weird lol.
 
  • Like
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: sadghost, Hurt, Grave and 3 others
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,675
I can relate. Despite having bad dreams, I really enjoy sleep, its an break from life and I see it as like being dead without the commitment. I do feel so disappointed when I am pulled out of that state and I have to be fully conscious.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Bat 17, Pen>Sword, Dead Meat and 1 other person
ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
I hate waking up. I would rather sleep forever than be awake.

However I have to get up very quickly, because otherwise I wouldn't be able to get up at all.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: nopointofliving and Dead Meat
B

BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
I don't like to wake up. Once I wake up, my OCD decides it's time to attack me and make my day miserable.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Dead Meat, nopointofliving and Bat 17
Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
I want eternal sleep called death.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Dead Meat, heretogethelp and nopointofliving
H

heretogethelp

Specialist
May 3, 2021
311
I hate to wake up. when I open my eyes, I feel so lonely.

I'm still on bed , feeling so lonely with some fear and irritation.

Does anyone else experience this? or is it just me?
same here :)
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Dead Meat and nopointofliving
Bat 17

Bat 17

Bat 17
Mar 30, 2021
307
Mornings are the worst part of my day now and I used to love mornings. In addition to feeling tranquillised by my medication so I struggle to wake up, the house feels quiet and lonely
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Dead Meat, heretogethelp, nopointofliving and 1 other person

Similar threads

rainydaysnail
Replies
12
Views
675
Suicide Discussion
mistake22
mistake22
AS.star
Replies
4
Views
435
Suicide Discussion
hymnsofthesea
hymnsofthesea
C
Replies
1
Views
140
Suicide Discussion
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart