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Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
Anyone else who gets drunk/high allot at night and just doesnt wanna go to sleep to wake up in this hell the next day. I find myself fighting my tiredness when drunk af because I cant stand the thought of waking up in this hellhole sober the next day. But no way around it I guess -_-. Anyway just venting a bit.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Relax , you aren't going to wake up in hell.

you aren't Sheldon adelson
 
RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
Even when I'm not drinking I hate waking up. I like going to sleep though because then everything vanishes and I don't have to suffer.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yeah, I got really wasted today. It's almost 7am in Argentina and I stil haven't gone to bed lol.
Today's hangover is gonna suck so much!
 
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SamsaSoup

Member
Oct 22, 2020
6
I manage to wake up in a hangover-like state most of the time even without drinking. 4h average sleep time for months and months is not very pleasant.
 
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Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Sleep is my escape. The comedown with uppers is utter hell. So now I avoid uppers for the most part, maybe I'll still do a bit of coke here and there which I haven't done in ages, but I prefer opioid-like drugs, benzos and psychedelics like shrooms.

With those I don't get a steep comedown, it just slowly wears off. Alcohol is the worst "drug" I've ever tried and my hangovers are horrific. It's just not worth it.

I don't get shit-faced on anything often because it's not a long-term solution to this nightmare I'm trapped in. I don't want tolerance to develop either.
 
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ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
Im no religious man but,

Sleep = Heaven

Waking UP = Hell
 
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