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Would you rather die tonight in your sleep or win 100 million in the lottery?

  • Die tonight in your sleep

  • Win 100 millions in the lottery


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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,444
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
706
Money can't buy health or magically erase all your problems. I'd choose to die tonight.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,444
Autres?
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
367
100 million then go out in style .. donate support.. more than half or it... and die with a lime stuck in mouth pants at my knees wearing lipstick and surrounded in poker chips .coke and cash hanging by my own piano wire 🤘🤘
 
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Romanticize

Romanticize

Experienced
Aug 22, 2024
290
Even if i won the lottery, and be richest person on earth, it would not stop me from wanting to die. Of course I voted die in my sleep, there would not be anything left of me, to regret.

Severe depression is no fun
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,656
Give me the money, damn it. It allows me to do a ton of things and also allows me to buy the best ways to ctb later on when I need it.

I'll be that Peruvian veterinarian's retirement plan.no issue with that whatsoever.

OP, I chose the option to win $100 million in my sleep tonight. It better happen or I'll be angry.
 
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nicole_be_gone

New Member
Mar 23, 2025
2
I don't need money. There is nothing i could buy with money that would make me happy anyways. The only thing that would make me happy is this life to end.

Thr only thing the money would help me with is getting better access to suicide aids. But then i can directly choose A
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
416
Not gonna lie, that amount of money could fix enough of my problems that I wouldn't be depressed or at least suicidal for a time. Still, it could cause different stressful problems, but at least I could afford a quicker and less painful method. One reason I'm not going for the SN method is because I cannot afford it.
 
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purplesky9

Experienced
Sep 21, 2024
225
Win 100 million dollars. My problems would be solved if I had the money.
 
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livershapedbox

livershapedbox

Faulty
Dec 28, 2024
53
I'd use all the money to fund revenge and then kill myself anyway when I'm done with that
 
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UserFromNowhere

Member
May 4, 2025
76
Right now, I'm in a good mood, so I'd say the $100 million. Could use it to benefit those closest to me or things I believe in, If worse comes to worst, I could use a portion of it to fund my suicide method.
 
kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
130
Death. That money will only further my suffering
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
833
Wow. Assumed this would be at least 90% take the money, even here. Way off.
 
VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
92
Je suis desolée, mon français n'est pas bon. Je préférerais le premiere option parce que l'argent n'est pas mon plus grande problème avec le monde.
(I'm sorry, my french isn't good. I prefer the first option because money isn't my biggest problem with the world.)
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
738
Die in my sleep. The money would just bring on a whole new set of issues to worry about
 
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Dejected 55

Specialist
May 7, 2025
346
In a surprise twist... I voted for the millions. Because I have a good feeling now about how I am going to go out soon, so if I win the millions I can definitely go out on my own terms and have some money I can leave behind if I want.
 
SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Specialist
May 28, 2024
394
Is it tax free?

Honestly, if I had that kind of money, I wouldn't need ctb.
 
LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Student
May 7, 2025
147
I could help so many animals with that much money.
I don't think I'd be suicidal if I was that wealthy though I don't think I'd be happy as I've just seen too much awful stuff.
 
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avoid

avoid

Jul 31, 2023
392
100 Million Euro's would solve virtually all my problems including any arrangements for my death as back-up plan.
 
glossble

glossble

homesick ⭒
Apr 14, 2023
107
I'd take the money to have some fun with it like buy pretty clothes, self-care and makeup shit and different fans merch to have my little 3 minute dopamine rush before tossing everything somewhere and never touching it again
The rest would be donated to animal shelters and any organizations that are serious about research into mental illness and treatment that could actually help, and what's left would hopefully be enough to get euthanasia
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,656
Guys, if I win the 100 million lottery, I'm going to share it with you. I don't need 100 million, just a few million. Please do the same if you win as well. Don't abandon me🤣
The rest would be donated to an animal shelter and any organizations that are serious about research into mental illness and treatment that could actually help, and what's left would hopefully be enough to get euthanasia
Charity organizations, shelters, and research institutes are all corrupt pieces of shit. Just saying.

The amount of bullshit that goes on inside of them is just overwhelming. Get this.

A girl went to Harvard, so as part of her resume, she traveled to Africa to volunteer in an orphanage.

She had to pay for the privilege. You know what she found out when she went there? The orphanage had rooms filled with toys and wonderful things that were donated. The kids didn't get access to any of the stuff.'Cause the orphanage wanted the kids sad and bereft of any of this so that they could get more donations. Yeah, dawg.

That's just the tip of the iceberg. And that's how messed up this fucking world is.
 
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sanction

sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
636
Both works completely fine lol

I would choose win $100 million in lottery

So can enjoy life as much as possible. Can literally spend $90 million in 1 year to have the best adventure ever

Then use the remaining $10 million to secure the most peaceful CTB method

Life is super good at that point
 
xomoon

xomoon

Member
Jun 21, 2025
8
Honestly, I'd rather die because money would probably cause more tensions and rifts between family and friends in the end. I'm already pretty lucky to have my family around me to the extent that they can be there