im sure every else has already said this but id take the money and use some percentages of it to get things for myself/my family in my last days of living (kinda like a bucket list, get some weed and cigs and alc, treat my friends/cousin, get my brother something really special to remember me by and a few things hes always wanted.) donate some portion to a few causes i support now that i have the chance, god knows the world needs it. leave the rest to my suicidal friend whos real impoverished beause he said if one of his friends kts he couldnt khs, so id want him to at least benefit, and ofc my family even though this is sort of their fault. cant help it, my dad may be abusive but hes still my dad. then id spend the last bit on gas money and find the nearest train station. jump. best of both worlds. if i chicken out or realize wealth will make my life worth long term living then i guess id just spend way less on the fun things because its not like i need to fill out my bucket list and save/donate in some amounts. pretty sure id be catching that bus though lol