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Would you rather die tonight in your sleep or win 100 million in the lottery?

  • Die tonight in your sleep

  • Win 100 millions in the lottery


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deathisapanacea

Student
Mar 10, 2025
124
Even a fraction of $100 million opens up lots of suicide methods that are unavailable to plebs. You can get US green card and buy an arsenal of guns, shower bribe on a vet in mexico and get nembutal, bribe your way into MAID Canada or VAD Switzerland etc.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,475
Last votes please to have 1000 votes
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,171
Hate this thread because it momentarily makes me think dying in my sleep soon is an option
 
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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

Student
May 20, 2025
189
Die tonight.
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
250
lottery, it would solve most of my problems
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,475
Je déteste ce fil de discussion car il me fait momentanément penser que mourir dans mon sommeil est bientôt une option.
Sorry🥺🥺🥺
 
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deathisapanacea

Student
Mar 10, 2025
124
With $100 million, I would start my own VAD organization in Switzerland and admit 100 willing SaSu members and then finally I would go through it myself.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Experienced
Jul 9, 2025
232
I'd take 100 million and donate it to people who are in the need. But it won't happen so dying in my sleep tonight is my realistic answer
 
AnimeSlayersFan

AnimeSlayersFan

Student
Jul 18, 2025
121
Even if i was so bad that I wanted to die, id just buy like some drug that I can inject and die while high
 
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Merocero

Merocero

Member
Jul 29, 2025
19
with the 100 million i wouldnt need to work anymore which would in turn make me not depressed! woohoo! but damn, eh that will never happen...
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
756
No amount of money can cure my depression. I prefer death.
 
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matt.7890

matt.7890

Member
Jul 28, 2025
33
Seems like 53% of people who voted should not be considering ctb in the first place if it is only about money :)
 
brokenspirited

brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
494
I don't care about anyone else. All I want is nonexistence and to be free from this world of endless suffering.
 
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ankawannadie

ankawannadie

Liberation
Mar 31, 2024
39
Seems like 53% of people who voted should not be considering ctb in the first place if it is only about money :)

It's more like I'll give my parents the money and use the rest to CTB with something like nembutal.
 
bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
166
I would definitely choose to win 100 million. Financial issues aren't exactly why I'm depressed. But money is necessary for me to live the life that I invision for myself. Being in a better financial place and being able to have a possibly better future with all of my financial needs met might not fix all of my problems. But it could fix enough to motivate me to try harder.
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
198
I assume 50% of voters are very rich /s
 
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LP666

New Member
Nov 15, 2023
3
im sure every else has already said this but id take the money and use some percentages of it to get things for myself/my family in my last days of living (kinda like a bucket list, get some weed and cigs and alc, treat my friends/cousin, get my brother something really special to remember me by and a few things hes always wanted.) donate some portion to a few causes i support now that i have the chance, god knows the world needs it. leave the rest to my suicidal friend whos real impoverished beause he said if one of his friends kts he couldnt khs, so id want him to at least benefit, and ofc my family even though this is sort of their fault. cant help it, my dad may be abusive but hes still my dad. then id spend the last bit on gas money and find the nearest train station. jump. best of both worlds. if i chicken out or realize wealth will make my life worth long term living then i guess id just spend way less on the fun things because its not like i need to fill out my bucket list and save/donate in some amounts. pretty sure id be catching that bus though lol
 
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still_afraid

New Member
Jul 9, 2025
3
There is not one single thing in my life that money wouldn't fix. I would pay all the debts that are pushing me to CTB and I would do the thing I love the most: travelling a lot.
There is not one single thing in my life that money wouldn't fix. I would pay all the debts that are pushing me to CTB and I would do the thing I love the most: travelling a lot.
I'd take 100 million and donate it to people who are in the need. But it won't happen so dying in my sleep tonight is my realistic answer
Well, donate for me if you somehow get some money. I don't want to CTB, I feel like it's my only option because of the fucking money
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
302
Money would fix most of the problems in my life. If I had 100M, I'd buy a mansion and live in the lap of luxury forever; so that way I can finally have my own escape where no one else has to be around -- it could be my own little utopia -- and I could finally be at peace. I'd never have to worry about affording food or medicine or ER visits again either...
 
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Nightfoot

Student
Aug 7, 2025
151
100 million. You could probably bribe your way into being accepted for euthanasia if you wanted both but had to choose.
 
OvercastingClouds

OvercastingClouds

☆ ✧ The Lurker ✧☆
Jul 5, 2025
52
While dying in my sleep would be nice
Having that much money I'd want to use it to help others and invest in trying to make the world more livable if I could. I don't need a lot of money to be comfortable, it's the state of the world that fills me with more dread.
 
klantedklaw

klantedklaw

Member
Aug 8, 2025
38
All the money in the world can't compare to a painless death. Having that much money would probably push almost any into hedonism and make you feel worse in the long term