Realizing how much more pain that would cause a friend and I won't do it. I can't do it. I want to but I can't put you through the same hell everyone else did to me. I wanted to say goodbye in person but I realize how cruel that would be. So I'll just sit around hope you decide not to ctb w/o saying something and die internally knowing that nobody believed me when I told the truth, and now I'm stuck with consequences for someone else's stupid actions that (in hindsight) I wish would've killed me the first time.
I got raped.
I was drugged.
What I heard after I voiced what happened was "so what get over it" "it's happened to so many people" "no you didn't, that's all lies" "just admit you did a/b/c&d" "you're sick" "you're inept" "you need to be locked up" and so on
Maybe if I was a guy it would've been easier.
I got raped.
I was drugged.
What I heard after I voiced what happened was "so what get over it" "it's happened to so many people" "no you didn't, that's all lies" "just admit you did a/b/c&d" "you're sick" "you're inept" "you need to be locked up" and so on
Maybe if I was a guy it would've been easier.
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