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Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
633
I have 240 mg in a couple capsules that I ordered from the dark web. I tried 40 mg and slept for almost 24 hours! It is really a much stronger substance compared to oxycodone for example. Didn't trow up.
And you're not from Russia, are you?
It's just that methadone differs so much in different countries that there's really no point in asking how you felt after taking methadone if you and I are from different countries.

In our country, for example, someone recently wrote that serious medical tests did not detect methadone in the blood, although a person uses it systematically (street methadone).
Because we have an analogue of methadone due to the fact that many of the original precursors are banned :(
 
L11tle_pr1ncess

L11tle_pr1ncess

Tengo miedo de seguir con vida.
Dec 13, 2024
19
Although I think a lot about CTB, seeing the parents' reaction really broke my heart and made me think about what would happen to my relatives, maybe I don't even want to die.
 
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