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airconditionedtodie

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I got this video from this site and it comforts me so much as it looks SOOO easy. I don't think it took her 10 seconds to pass out. I had kinda the same rope but my anchor is questionable. Also, I'm still confused about my carotid arteries. If only I can pass out by pressing my carotid veins that would be perfect and I can proceed to ctb.

If anyone has suggestions, or any threads they saved for future reference please reply below. Thank you all in advance!


edit: For those people that are asking, it's a BDSM video. The woman didn't die, her partner(?) helped her out in the end. I just trimmed that part of the video lol
 

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I'm sorry but what the actual fuck is this video
 
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woofwag

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My question is why she decided to do this naked
 
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wannabeangel

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My question is why she decided to do this naked
because it's a BDSM vid it's made for fetish reasons, she was helped down before she could've died
 
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eggsausagerice

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My question is why she decided to do this naked
it's porn LOL. i saw the video thumbnail and remembered that i watched it a year ago because it was referenced in a thread of hanging videos by jesibel. i think it's really funny and absurd to use bdsm videos as a suicide reference. i also think it's unnerving that she could've died in the video when she was just trying to record fetish content. on the porn site where the video was posted, the comments were talking about how they felt bad for her because she should've been taken down from the rope faster.
 
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hdead

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It's likely easier if you are confident of not actually dying. She knew she would be taken down, I'm pretty sure.
 
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woofwag

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it's porn LOL. i saw the video thumbnail and remembered that i watched it a year ago because it was referenced in a thread of hanging videos by jesibel. i think it's really funny and absurd to use bdsm videos as a suicide reference. i also think it's unnerving that she could've died in the video when she was just trying to record fetish content. on the porn site where the video was posted, the comments were talking about how they felt bad for her because she should've been taken down from the rope faster.
Ohhh lol that makes more sense… that is kinda funny to use it as ctb reference then considering she never even died. Like yeah she could've but that's probably why it looked so easy, cuz she knew she wouldn't and was getting off on it.

Hey maybe that's the strat though! Just get real horny for FSH and bust one final one out before you kick the bucket (or chair in this case)
 
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itsgone2

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There are videos on watch people die.tv

Similar in that they almost all pass out quickly.
So why can't I do it? Not just me. Many here

Must get this done
 
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JesiBel

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it's porn LOL. i saw the video thumbnail and remembered that i watched it a year ago because it was referenced in a thread of hanging videos by jesibel. i think it's really funny and absurd to use bdsm videos as a suicide reference. i also think it's unnerving that she could've died in the video when she was just trying to record fetish content. on the porn site where the video was posted, the comments were talking about how they felt bad for her because she should've been taken down from the rope faster.
That video was posted by Evelyn some time ago, anyway there's nothing wrong with using it as an example.

When your brain is deprived of oxygen, the body will react in the same way... whether it's a suicide attempt or autoerotic asphyxiation...


More videos of succesful Hangings
 
Worndown

Worndown

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Outside the fetish aspect, it is a fairly good example.
Yes, she knew she would be let down. She was looking to survive.
Others may step off alone with a different ending planned.
Probably equally tentative to step off.
 
ruhyytey5o86

ruhyytey5o86

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She must have done this dozens of times to basically have no reaction like this. Most other videos they often struggle momentarily before passing out
 
Oiled Sandwich

Oiled Sandwich

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Jun 10, 2026
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I still can't believe it's easier for people with self-harming kinks to accidentally ctb than your average joe. It's frustrating, actually.
 
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dirkw83

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Mar 4, 2026
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Man there's just no way I could do that, I'd keep holding onto the rope idk how that would end probably miserably lol
 
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hdead

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Man there's just no way I could do that, I'd keep holding onto the rope idk how that would end probably miserably lol
It kinda looks like she's holding on until she couldn't anymore. Not sure though.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

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Aug 28, 2021
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The Russian girl probably did it primarily for the money, but it likely also satisfied her desires. The price she pays is the irreversible loss of brain cells. But you lose those with any drunkenness or boxing match, too.
 
ZeroRedz02

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May 21, 2026
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It's likely easier if you are confident of not actually dying. She knew she would be taken down, I'm pretty sure.
That does work for my mind too, even if sometimes the fear of death will kick out, and it is more to be to this point that the other point..
 
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Ben 111

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Apr 29, 2026
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I got this video from this site and it comforts me so much as it looks SOOO easy. I don't think it took her 10 seconds to pass out. I had kinda the same rope but my anchor is questionable. Also, I'm still confused about my carotid arteries. If only I can pass out by pressing my carotid veins that would be perfect and I can proceed to ctb.

If anyone has suggestions, or any threads they saved for future reference please reply below. Thank you all in advance!


edit: For those people that are asking, it's a BDSM video. The woman didn't die, her partner(?) helped her out in the end. I just trimmed that part of the video lol
I've tried strangling myself with a rope and it gets to a point where my i feel my head is gonna explode and SI immediate kicks in and drop the rope...its really frustrating
 

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