Got triggered again. For a brief moment, I felt like I wasn't alone, but deep down, I always knew it was temporary. You start to realize you're close when you look ahead and see nothing but dead ends. People ultimately look out for themselves, and in the end, words are just that—words. I was always alone, and nothing really changed. Maybe it's selfish to think this way, but at our core, aren't we all a little selfish? Anyway, time to figure out another method. If I were to gather the seeds from 50 apples, crush them, and consume them after taking some Tylenol… would it be a peaceful way out?
Tylenol is a terrible painful way to go. Search around the forums looking at ctb by Tylenol and you'll see what I mean.
Sending you love and kindness
Sending you love and kindness
