Vent

[NotOkay_]

My life is ruined. I genuinely feel like I've been robbed of my youth, I'm only 21. It's MY fault. My body is declining every single day and everyday I realise how fucked up this world truly is. No one ACTUALLY cares even when it's their job (doctors/therapists). Why do people continue to breed? If they can't ensure a good life for their child, I'm not asking for too much only emotional security. I HATE IT HERE fucking pointless existence and it's incredibly painful. URGH. I feel TRAPPED. I've wanted to be done for months now. MONTHS. If it was any easier I'd be long gone! Don't know what I expected a fucking miracle? Sorry for my ramblings I just needed to.

 

[whywere]

Never ever a problem as far as venting on here, never say your sorry, that is what the family here is for. I have a pain doctor who is a saint and without him I would ctb in a flash. I have also had jerks who like to call themselves therapists, yes now that IS a joke, who only cared about the money angle and not about me at all. I am 44 years your senior, YIKES I am old!!!, but I am the same as I truly would love some emotional security like you mentioned. I send you a endless supply of love and hugs as you are a loving and caring global family member that I care about. Walter

 

[FuneralCry]

This life can be really cruel to us, and it can be exhausting. I know how that feels. It is pointless as we all just die anyway and life becomes meaningless. We should be allowed an peaceful way out if we want one as nobody should be forced to suffer. It is really hard to die, I get that.