Vent

[Ben 111]

Anyone here wishing to have never been born

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Always

 

[FuneralCry]

That is all I wish for, all I want is to erase this terrible, torturous existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I'll just always see existence as the most dreadful mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, this existence just never should had been imposed.

All that imposing this existence ever does is cause all this dreadful unnecessary suffering that there was never a need for, only never suffering at all is true perfection to me and I see it as the most terrible tragedy how humans cause all this torture by imposing this existence in the first place, to me existing will always feel like the most terrible, undeserved punishment, I always suffer so much as a result of existing in this horrific world where there is all this endless suffering.

 

[Ben 111]

I'm deeply sorry you have to go through this..i have been considering hanging myself but SI is just brutal, i'm 21and i can't believe this is what life is

That is all I wish for, all I want is to erase this terrible, torturous existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I'll just always see existence as the most dreadful mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, this existence just never should had been imposed.

All that imposing this existence ever does is cause all this dreadful unnecessary suffering that there was never a need for, only never suffering at all is true perfection to me and I see it as the most terrible tragedy how humans cause all this torture by imposing this existence in the first place, to me existing will always feel like the most terrible, undeserved punishment, I always suffer so much as a result of existing in this horrific world where there is all this endless suffering.

How long have you been feelin this way