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[Ben 111]

Finally I tested CO asphyxiation in my bedsitter bathroom ,everything was all set..i put my mums jiko which was filled with smouldering coals in the corner of the enclosure, i had already sealed all the vents with tape so there was no o2 entering the room..i quickly took some sleeping pills and locked myself in the room, after like 5 mins I started feelin dizzy , disoriented and fatigue like I was about to pass out..i thought to myself like this is the end...i wanted to be unconscious to bypass all the symptoms but that didn't work...i was fully aware and could not bear the horrors of suffocation while still conscious. I quickly open the bathroom door and got in my living room, I was breathing heavily and my heart was racing...later I started crying coz I didn't want to be on this planet anymore and the sleeping pills hadn't worked or maybe i was in a hurry anyways feel free to comment

 

[never mind me]

How long did you wait in between taking the sleeping pills and CO asphyxiation? If you didn't wait like half an hour this might explain why they didn't work. But in any case I somehow doubt that even sleeping pills can make a person not be scared when facing asphyxiation.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I'm sorry your experience went so badly, makes me afraid the same could happen to me when I try this method. I'm planning on doing it inside my tent that I have but don't know how I feel about it now.

 

[Ben 111]

How long did you wait in between taking the sleeping pills and CO asphyxiation? If you didn't wait like half an hour this might explain why they didn't work. But in any case I somehow doubt that even sleeping pills can make a person not be scared when facing asphyxiation.

Ur right I was kinda in a hurry..but the thing is with CO asphyxiation its painless when ur Unconscious or sleeping thats why it appeals to me..as soon as I took the pills I quickly got in my bathroom layed down while the o2 in the sealed enclosure was depleting... I think I should have waited a little bit longer

I'm sorry your experience went so badly, makes me afraid the same could happen to me when I try this method. I'm planning on doing it inside my tent that I have but don't know how I feel about it now.

You can still try..i mean don't let my experience discourage you...theres plenty of time I can try it another day

Ur right I was kinda in a hurry..but the thing is with CO asphyxiation its painless when ur Unconscious or sleeping thats why it appeals to me..as soon as I took the pills I quickly got in my bathroom layed down while the o2 in the sealed enclosure was depleting... I think I should have waited a little bit longer

You can still try..i mean don't let my experience discourage you...theres plenty of time I can try it another day

I guess I just chickened out...taking ur own life is not an easy task