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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,551
I am still missing @Chinaski a lot. He wasn't seen after the new OFCOM regulation. He certainly lived in my head for quite a while. If someone has an update about his situation, please let me know. I hope he is doing okay. But there are so many people who I miss. But many of them are not living any longer...
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,381
@L'absent anyone know about him?
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based Gigachad"
Aug 8, 2022
2,403
I am still missing @Chinaski a lot. He wasn't seen after the new OFCOM regulation. He certainly lived in my head for quite a while. If someone has an update about his situation, please let me know. I hope he is doing okay. But there are so many people who I miss. But many of them are not living any longer...
Not info but he has had very long periods of inactivity before according to his post history; nothing for nearly a year at one point.
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
Mar 9, 2024
1,602
Anyone know where @dust-in-the-wind went? I know she was at the end of her rope..
 
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Simba

Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
762
Hey has anyone heard of @quiet.rabbit ? 🥺
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
760
I'm also looking for @dust-in-the-wind
I think maybe she resorted to in patient treatment
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
81
@razor543 anyone know about him?
@razor543 anyone know about him?
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based Gigachad"
Aug 8, 2022
2,403
@thaelyana's profile is suddenly private, and can't be followed/ignored or DM'd...their last post as of now doesn't sound good
 
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Benjiii

Benjiii

Member
Oct 20, 2025
27
Does anyone know anything about @pogostick ? I remember reading his farewell thread "ctb in 20 hours", I hope he's okay
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,512
@thaelyana's profile is suddenly private, and can't be followed/ignored or DM'd...their last post as of now doesn't sound good
they disabled their account and the most recent thing on their profile said about disappearing.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Anyone know how shu is doing?
 
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NutOrat

NutOrat

Falling Down
Jun 11, 2025
300
they disabled their account and the most recent thing on their profile said about disappearing.

Disappearing as in ctb? Or just from the site? She was chatting in recovery chat just last week too... I'll miss her.
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,512
Disappearing as in ctb? Or just from the site? She was chatting in recovery chat just last week too... I'll miss her.
@U. A.

you know what I will just show the post

1763801359100
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
81
Is @razor543 still with us?
 
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Jorvak

Jorvak

Student
Feb 7, 2025
103
I was wondering about that user @EvisceratedJester as a returning user, because i came across their name recently again, behaving like an ass. I remember them using every opportunity and excuse they could to be rude, take things in the worst way possible, talk down to people, treat them as inferior, in other words making people feel worse than they already do. That's Absolutely not the kind of person that should be here. When i first joined and made one of my first threads, they did this to me as well, and it sure did not feel very inviting at all, but most other users contributed fairly and were welcoming. the post i came across more recently was more of the same from this user, and it reminded me of their really bad behavior from the past.

I have to say i'm glad to hear they are not here to spread their toxicity any longer. Just because this place is for people who have a lot of negative feelings, doesn't give anyone an excuse to take it out on others. This is a pro-choice forum, which is of course very different from actively being assholes to people and driving them further to the point of ctbing
 
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_RustyLeaf321

_RustyLeaf321

Member
Nov 28, 2023
40
Does anyone know anything about @pogostick ? I remember reading his farewell thread "ctb in 20 hours", I hope he's okay
I wonder too.. from their last post, they should have already kept us updated if they'd failed. It's hard to tell but it has already been a really fking long time. I truly hope they found peace.
 
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yourmmomisabbitch

Member
Nov 8, 2025
44
@thebayleaf
anyone know what happened?
 
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failedmind

failedmind

lonely girl
Oct 31, 2024
185
has anyone heard from @eternallyluna ? Her and I talked regularly and I know last I talked to her she was feeling hopeless
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

PFP by user ropeburns&migranes
Aug 25, 2024
251
@thebayleaf
anyone know what happened?
I followed her on twitter, I had no idea that she was here until I saw this. She posted a suicide note on a tweet with the same picture she shared in her final thread here. There hasn't been any activity so I can only assume she succeeded, though I don't know for sure.

RIP, she was an amazing artist
 
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astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
690
anyone heard from @FireFox ?
 
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Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
476
Has anyone had any contact with Satori Komeiji? They were such a sweet and kind person to me, and I really want to get back in touch with them and I really hope they are okay. If anyone knows anything, I'd really love to know. I miss them.
 
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Proceed

Nobody
Dec 16, 2025
32
@Tarantula i can't post on your profile so I thought I'd just say hi here 🤚
 
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Whale_bones

Whale_bones

Wizard
Feb 11, 2020
600
Was 2messdup's account disabled or self-banned?
 
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