Venting unbearable

[nails]

everyone except me doing things with the ones they actualyl care about. imm stuck alone again and i can't breathe. i can't go anywhere with it because there's no such thing as a safe space. no one cares, not even on a superficial level. no one cares at all and that's why everyone leaves. 2/3 of my friends who just left didn't even bother to have a conversation, that's how little my word means to people who are apparently supposed to care. what i say has no value, no one cares what i think because it doesn't matter.

 

[here_for_now]

I know how you feel brother, im in the same boat as well. Not even this forum i can make friends, at best people give me shallow pity responses then they weasel their way out of talking further because im so boring and uninteresting, and even if they dont say it their actions show the real reason.

Its sad brother but im here if you need to vent, i wont push you away like a lot of people did to me even in this forum sadly, i will be there. Its just mind boggling how you would think in this forum people would understand but its the same song and dance at least in my experience where you get ignored maybe at best a few responses but then cruel ghosting

But i will be going to ctb very soon but until then i can be an open ear

 

[Zizouaax]

i can talk to you two guys too, is it possible to speak off platform ? i cannot pm here

 

[nails]

I know how you feel brother, im in the same boat as well. Not even this forum i can make friends, at best people give me shallow pity responses then they weasel their way out of talking further because im so boring and uninteresting, and even if they dont say it their actions show the real reason.

same here, and it's same irl as well. i can't even blame anyone for not wanting to know me or be around because i'm just such a miserable person. life got so bad and now nothing is even remotely interesting, so i'm just really boring and i can only talk about my problems. i don't think there's any coming back from this.
i'm sorry you have to experience similar struggles, i'll be wishing you all the best