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Socaku

Socaku

Member
Mar 20, 2022
25
How do u survive between the one world where no one knows you plan to cross the bridge and the one that you know that you will..... Everything seems like going in slow motion for me....
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I understand and I go to work on top of these feelings.. it's very difficult. For me it just boils down to "If I can't take it anymore I have control over my own life.." but it's how do I get there? Which brings me fear and anxiety..
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
1,356
I feel you bro.

(try to use punctuation more.).
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
In my case, it is so difficult to leave this world, so I have no choice but to suffer. I am trapped in this world because of the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. Time passes slowly for me as well. I do tell myself that the suffering will all end one day no matter what and that life is completely meaningless, but even those thoughts do not give me that much comfort, as if I do not ctb I could be suffering for decades. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
Socaku

Socaku

Member
Mar 20, 2022
25
In my case, it is so difficult to leave this world, so I have no choice but to suffer. I am trapped in this world because of the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. Time passes slowly for me as well. I do tell myself that the suffering will all end one day no matter what and that life is completely meaningless, but even those thoughts do not give me that much comfort, as if I do not ctb I could be suffering for decades. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
Sounds that you live a very hard life.... I wish that you find peace by your own rules....
 

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