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depressedsally

depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
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I will be catching the bus at the weekend I just can't deal with it anymore
 
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Have you tried filling the void with hobbies and interests? Just asking.
 
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Gromit-CTB

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*virtual hug my friend*
 
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depressedsally

depressedsally

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Have you tried filling the void with hobbies and interests? Just asking.
Yes but I have lack of interest in anything I had adhd so if am not being over enthusiastic about something than I have no interest at all there's no in between. If that makes sense
*have
 
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ecmnesia

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may I ask how are you feeling?


i thought I'd be able to last week, and i felt in peace. this weekend, i might have a chance, but right now I am only feeling anxious and scared.
 
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Yes but I have lack of interest in anything I had adhd so if am not being over enthusiastic about something than I have no interest at all there's no in between. If that makes sense
*have
May I ask have you always had ADHD, did you get prescribed anything, I might have ADHD, my family says during conversation I'm like a monkey jumping from topic to topic, but I force myself to engage in activities simple stuff like video games and reading books. I feel if I don't do that then my vicious depression thoughts will take hold of me, I know I'm distracting myself but isn't that what normal people are doing.
 
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May I ask have you always had ADHD, did you get prescribed anything, I might have ADHD, my family says during conversation I'm like a monkey jumping from topic to topic, but I force myself to engage in activities simple stuff like video games and reading books. I feel if I don't do that then my vicious depression thoughts will take hold of me, I know I'm distracting myself but isn't that what normal people are doing.
I was diagnosed with it when I was 18 am nearly 30
may I ask how are you feeling?


i thought I'd be able to last week, and i felt in peace. this weekend, i might have a chance, but right now I am only feeling anxious and scared.
I just want it over with now. Am a little scared but I know I'll be at peace when it's finally over
 
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You work this out for yourself. We are here for you.


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Don't click if you're "too sensitive for my firmness".

 
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botanormal

botanormal

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Nov 9, 2020
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I'm sorry you've reached this point, I know how much pain you must be going through to feel this way. I hope you're able to get some peace eventually, no matter what you decide to do. Good luck, I'm wishing you all the best!
 
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depressedsally

depressedsally

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You work this out for yourself. We are here for you.


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Don't click if you're "too sensitive for my firmness".


Thank you
I'm sorry you've reached this point, I know how much pain you must be going through to feel this way. I hope you're able to get some peace eventually, no matter what you decide to do. Good luck, I'm wishing you all the best!
Thank you I'm sure I'll be at peace soon
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Will miss you a lot after weekend. So sad.
 
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Nov 11, 2020
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I wish you the best
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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I wish you peace. :hug:
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
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Sending you a big hug
A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome
 
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