Nothing special, I just want to talk to myself. I moved my nightstand right below the ceiling beam, but it's too short. I tried standing on a plastic chair but it's too shaky. I can loop the rope once but not the knot. If I could get the small wooden chair we have downstairs without anyone noticing it's gone maybe I would. I think it's coming together pretty well. Idk how strong the rope is though... hopefully just enough not to snap.
I can't meet my friend until next week and I know he's busy, I keep being irritated by how he shows up at his online roleplay group thing but ignores me. It's okay that I'm not something to put his attention on. However, I don't think I can wait until next week, as I have a more pressing matter to avoid. Someone on another platform also hasn't showed up since yesterday. I want to be worried, but I'm really just lonely.
I shouldn't put it off any longer. Typical of me to procrastinate on this as well.
I can't meet my friend until next week and I know he's busy, I keep being irritated by how he shows up at his online roleplay group thing but ignores me. It's okay that I'm not something to put his attention on. However, I don't think I can wait until next week, as I have a more pressing matter to avoid. Someone on another platform also hasn't showed up since yesterday. I want to be worried, but I'm really just lonely.
I shouldn't put it off any longer. Typical of me to procrastinate on this as well.
