LetMeOut67
Wizard
- May 7, 2025
- 631
Even though I suffer very very severe depression I can no longer cope with chronic isolation and being at home all the time. I'm trying to get a job delivering for Amazon using an ebike.
I know it's a crummy job but my lifestyle is driving me insane. I'm not social at all so this is just about the only job I can do.
The mental health services told me to go to social gatherings with people also suffering mentally but I tried it once and hated it.
I don't need people or even friends I just need to be occupied.
If I do start work and I cannot cope then I'll definitely have to CTB. My existence has become hellish and I just think the world itself is absolutely repulsive.
I know it's a crummy job but my lifestyle is driving me insane. I'm not social at all so this is just about the only job I can do.
The mental health services told me to go to social gatherings with people also suffering mentally but I tried it once and hated it.
I don't need people or even friends I just need to be occupied.
If I do start work and I cannot cope then I'll definitely have to CTB. My existence has become hellish and I just think the world itself is absolutely repulsive.
