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Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
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Hi. Just looking to talk to others definitely planning on trying to ctb asap. I'm in a difficult situation. I don't think there is anywhere I can talk to others in a similar situation in my own area, right? If so please let me know. I'm an older female with severe health issues that make everyday painful and hard to get through. I wonder how others are dealing with this.
 
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behindtheveil

behindtheveil

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Oct 12, 2025
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Hey, I have been hoping to get through with it for quite some time now.
What about you? If you feel easy to share something, would be great.
 
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Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
302
Hey, I absolutely have to find a way asap because I'm in so much pain, no quality of life, no support to VSED. I don't know if you've seen my posts. I'm in New York. MAiD will start soon but it will take over a year. Health issues make it hard for me to find a method. How about you? I'm suffering physically, mentally, emotionally.
 
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I have to also I can't find anyone on the partners thread
 
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Jun 2, 2026
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Hi. Just looking to talk to others definitely planning on trying to ctb asap. I'm in a difficult situation. I don't think there is anywhere I can talk to others in a similar situation in my own area, right? If so please let me know. I'm an older female with severe health issues that make everyday painful and hard to get through. I wonder how others are dealing with this.
I am so sorry for your situation.

If you're at all capable to arrange materials and have some time and energy to read up, plan and test I'd suggest you check the megathread on CO or H2S. The former would be the more peaceful one. Also; check out the PPeH handbook in the sticky section.

Praying for your rest and peace.
 
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