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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
553
Day 1 of 2020.........

........ugh..........

If I find a loving partner/best friend before I graduate I will probably not CTB but if they leave me I will
 
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goldenrods

goldenrods

your angel
Dec 27, 2019
84
i've already started. haven't talked to my best friends in weeks. :( it'll be easier for them
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Day 1 of 2020.........

........ugh..........

If I find a loving partner/best friend before I graduate I will probably not CTB but if they leave me I will
Happy New Year!

You have us. Remember that. My partner CTB on 8 December. I'm still here. One never knows! ;)
 
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JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
98
Yea, same here. If I will found someone to pour my love on then I will put away my CTB plans. I just feel very strong desire to love someone, and to be loved. And I can't help it. Without it my life is just meaningless.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I refuse to try and find a relationship. I don't want one. The last one I had, I ended it a week after it started. She didn't do anything wrong, but with the death of my gf 5 years ago, it's been a tough road for me and relationships.

And with no relationship going on, that's one less burden I have to deal with when the time comes.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I've cut 95%if people off now. It'll be easier for them and for me. I still care about certain people and watch and support from a distance.
 
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