Discussion Trying 7oh today in preparation

[RedFruit]

For my method that I'm 75% sure I'm settling on (or partial hanging) I am going to take 7oh after a night of partying this Saturday, go extremely high on a parking garage that has jump accessibility (and pretty lights), listen to my Songs I Want To Die To playlist, and fall. I might go live on instagram so it looks kinda like an accident, but not sure. I want to CTB before my next projected period (next Wednesday) as they're a huge pain and cause me to go to the hospital half of the time. I don't want to go through another one of those. My ex is 100% not taking me back and still wants to be connected to other people. I have nothing going for me and I can't keep going through mental torture everyday. Hopefully I like how the 7oh makes me feel and it'll make jumping less scary/ I slip and fall because it makes me so loose. I'm going to my local smoke shop for the 7oh since I saw it there before and hopefully it's still there. I'll update this later with how it makes me feel etc.
Does anyone have any recommendations brand wise for 7oh?

 

[RedFruit]

I have gone to the store and I settled on the limitless brand

 

[fadedghost]

Multiple people on here have jumped off structures that had multiple stories, like 6 or 8 stories, and merely lost limbs, then had an extremely hard time committing suicide after while being in extreme pain. (I am hoping someone else can link to some of these posts. There have been more than a few recently.)

It also wouldn't be impossible for this to result in becoming a quadriplegic, completely unable to commit suicide or do anything without assistance from others.

Is this a good idea? Do you think this is an acceptable risk? I don't.

THIS IS A TERRIBLE IDEA.

 

[RedFruit]

Multiple people on here have jumped off structures that had multiple stories, like 6 or 8 stories, and merely lost limbs, then had an extremely hard time committing suicide after while being in extreme pain. (I am hoping someone else can link to some of these posts. There have been more than a few recently.)

It also wouldn't be impossible for this to result in becoming a quadriplegic, completely unable to commit suicide or do anything without assistance from others.

Is this a good idea? Do you think this is an acceptable risk? I don't.

THIS IS A TERRIBLE IDEA.

Yes I have seen and interacted with some of those people.

 

[Al_stargate]

I know a guy that good drunk at a party and tried to ctb by rolling back from a balcony rail he was sitting on. 4th floor. Well last I heard about him is that he was in care facility shitting in a diaper and watching teletubbies. Basically a vegetable. I personaly wouldn't attempt jumping in anything under 10 floors and concrete grounds. But jumping is too hard, we are hard wired to be extremely scared of heights and the fear and terror in those last moments falling is unlike anything. If you survive God help you. Jumping is not a good way to go, often time people end up dying hours or days later in hospital in excruting pain. One guys jumped out of helicopter into a lake and survived, only to die some time later in hospital in extreme pain.

 

[RedFruit]

I know a guy that good drunk at a party and tried to ctb by rolling back from a balcony rail he was sitting on. 4th floor. Well last I heard about him is that he was in care facility shitting in a diaper and watching teletubbies. Basically a vegetable. I personaly wouldn't attempt jumping in anything under 10 floors and concrete grounds. But jumping is too hard, we are hard wired to be extremely scared of heights and the fear and terror in those last moments falling is unlike anything. If you survive God help you. Jumping is not a good way to go, often time people end up dying hours or days later in hospital in excruting pain. One guys jumped out of helicopter into a lake and survived, only to die some time later in hospital in extreme pain.

I feel like I'm lacking options. I don't know what else to do besides hang myself I guess. That feels scarier than jumping idk.
My preferred method is to OD in a hotel room but I have no access to any drugs and I'm too stupid to figure out how to get SN. maybe light a charcoal grill in a tent? But I need this done ASAP.
Taking half a 50mg tab now.

 

[fadedghost]

I feel like I'm lacking options. I don't know what else to do besides hang myself I guess. That feels scarier than jumping idk.
My preferred method is to OD in a hotel room but I have no access to any drugs and I'm too stupid to figure out how to get SN. maybe light a charcoal grill in a tent? But I need this done ASAP.
Taking half a 50mg tab now.

Just do not jump from a height that could result in a situation in which you are severely injured and won't be able to end your pain.

Just be intoxicated on drugs tonight and figure out what you're going to do later. Don't make the horrible mistake many others on this forum made of jumping from something like a parking lot structure and landing after 6 stories with 2 broken limbs and being revived in severe horrible pain with limited options.

I am not suggesting you ctb or do anything more lethal (i am not encouraging ctb), but please don't make a horrible decision like they did that could result in disability. One woman came back here after and was warning people to not do what she did. She did end up dying after that, and she's not here to warn you, but she at least was able to move somewhat. We don't hear back from people who lose all mobility. You can decide on things another night. This is a terrible plan.

 

[RedFruit]

Just do not jump from a height that could result in a situation in which you are severely injured and won't be able to end your pain.

Just be intoxicated on drugs tonight and figure out what you're going to do later. Don't make the horrible mistake many others on this forum made of jumping from something like a parking lot structure and landing after 6 stories with 2 broken limbs and being revived in severe horrible pain with limited options.

I am not suggesting you ctb or do anything more lethal (i am not encouraging ctb), but please don't make a horrible decision like they did that could result in disability. One woman came back here after and was warning people to not do what she did. She did end up dying after that, and she's not here to warn you, but she at least was able to move somewhat. We don't hear back from people who lose all mobility. You can decide on things another night. This is a terrible plan.

Yes I remember her and have interacted with her before. She was really kind and so are you. Thank you for the words.
I am insanely sleepy around an hour in. In my research, I definitely took too much for my first time, but it was hard to break the pill cleanly. I'm goin grinned now because I have to physically hold my eyes open. But it does feel great. Also I just saw what looked like a face in my room because it's not well lit and my vision is blurry so a little scare right then.

 

[RedFruit]

so I definitely took a bit too much yesterday. I took half a tab when I should've taken a quarter of a tab. The feeling was good but heavily sedating, which is how I know that I took too much. You shouldn't feel heavily sedated on it. You should feel relaxed awake. I woke up and was a bit nauseous and threw up a couple of times. My body feels funny and I'm definitely lightheaded.