Tried and failed again. Join me in wishing I will just drop dead.

[failurefather]

I tried to hang myself again and failed. I just can't get the courage. I don't think I'll ever get the courage.

I had a dream last night I died. Maybe if I really want it, I can will myself to die. And maybe if enough people join me in that wish, it might actually happen.

So if you're out there, say a little prayer that I'll just drop dead today. Thanks in advance.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never attempted hanging personally, it sounds like such a difficult method because of the SI and I am scared of it going wrong in some way. I wish that there was a way to peacefully pass away without having to go through the process of ctb. I'm sorry that you suffer so unbearably and I understand being so desperate to leave this world. Living really is so painful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[CannotAnymore]

Survival Instinct makes Hanging really hard, unless you have a set up in a way that ensures you can't fail your body will ensure you do. It's not a pleasant way to go (unless you jump from somewhere and hope your neck breaks... If you read the guide they explain how to use an exit bag..

But yeaahhh trying to ctb is not easy...

 

[narudo]

From the videos i have seen on some of the gore sites hanging looks really painful. I would never have the guts to do so.

 

[Zzzzz]

I know how you feel. It's a terrible, discouraging feeling. I've had many failed attempts due to SI. Perhaps we will get lucky and find the strength to ctb soon.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

I have that wish also. I wish to go to sleep and never wake up.