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CrazyHorse

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May 9, 2022
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I live in a really boring part of the USA...flat agricultural land for hours and hours in any direction. Should I travel to the beach or mountains to tent out and CTB? or just get it done with? I have about 1500 on a credit card I could just burn up...
 
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ihopethisispainless

ihopethisispainless

Member
Feb 23, 2022
55
I won't travel but if I did, I'd love to go to some kind of forest or hiking trail. Honestly yeah do it. Flatlands for hours sounds so awful. I'd hate to even live there let alone die in a place like that lmao
 
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CrazyHorse

Member
May 9, 2022
31
I won't travel but if I did, I'd love to go to some kind of forest or hiking trail. Honestly yeah do it. Flatlands for hours sounds so awful. I'd hate to even live there let alone die in a place like that lmao
it is a hellscape lol
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
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I live in a really boring part of the USA...flat agricultural land for hours and hours in any direction. Should I travel to the beach or mountains to tent out and CTB? or just get it done with? I have about 1500 on a credit card I could just burn up...
Why not?
 
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
Definitely camp out. No reason to not enjoy what you can.
 
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novem

novem

Experienced
May 9, 2022
273
Go on a travel, it will likely change your mind about ctb.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Go on a travel, it will likely change your mind about ctb.
Travel is just a waste of time. Drugs are different though.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,601
I feel like only you know what you should do as it is your life and your decision after all, but I personally like the sound of ctb in the mountains. I think that a forest would be my ideal location. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, and I hope you find relief from your suffering.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
yeh I would go to some nice locale

I really have to CTB in a decent locale. Doing it at home would be so boring
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Only do it if you're 100% sure you will succeed.
 
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lostmylove

lostmylove

Specialist
Apr 1, 2022
304
Eh honestly sometimes things are not always better away from home.

Ik that personally I've always preferred rural areas and the boringness always been preferable to a multicultural busy city all noisy and loud.

If I had ability too, living on a little farm in Iowa or ranch in Montana would be close to heaven on earth, slow paced relaxing. Shut out from the cares of the world.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Eh honestly sometimes things are not always better away from home.

Ik that personally I've always preferred rural areas and the boringness always been preferable to a multicultural busy city all noisy and loud.

If I had ability too, living on a little farm in Iowa or ranch in Montana would be close to heaven on earth, slow paced relaxing. Shut out from the cares of the world.

Be careful

You might be accused of being bigoted just because you don't want to walk into a McDonald's where people speak 50 different languages and everything is hustled and chaotic and people are always arguing and yapping with each other due to the low trust nature of society in major urban areas
 
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