took another bullet this afternoon

[Insomniac]

thrown by someone who is supposedly my mother.

I'm sobbing on the floor, can't move. I'm not sure what I did to deserve this one. I genuinely don't know.

The ones that are truly unexpected hurt the most. this shit leaves you shaking in utter disbelief. you then go numb and a few minute later you're fighting an urge to stab yourself.

not because you don't want to hurt yourself but because you know it'll just be another scar on your body that'll take months to heal and unecessarily make showering more complicated.

I wish I could do something. I'm struggling to breath..

 

[Al_stargate]

Not sure if I follow. Bullet as in metaphorically or you really got shot? Ctb attempt or someone shot you for some reason. Your mom? Wft.

 

[Insomniac]

Not sure if I follow. Bullet as in metaphorically or you really got shot? Ctb attempt or someone shot you for some reason. Your mom? Wft.

it's a metaphor but it doesn't feel like one.

 

[Al_stargate]

it's a metaphor but it doesn't feel like one.

Sorry man, I had a big argument with my mom as well today. She seems to be sick of me. If you like to share what happened I'll listen. My mom basically said no more shopping for you, go get your own groceries which is hard since I don't go out much since my surgery. Cosmetic issues on my face and slurred speech make me extremely self-conscious.

 

[Lullaby]

I have a horrible relationship with my mother, she's said and done a lot of things that have torn be apart and sometimes it's hard to believe this is someone who birthed you.

It hurts more when it's a parent. I'm really sorry, OP.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in so much pain. It sounds really unbearable what you are going through. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens.