• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
lilez

lilez

Member
Mar 29, 2022
7
Hi everyone I expressed my problems in a previous thread but now my decision is made and I want to be able to stop this nightmare of a life. My only problem is that I'm scared, so much, I tried to do it but I can't go all the way. Do you know if there is a possibility to delete this fear? My decision is made but i really need this reflex to go away.
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
If there was a lot of us wouldn't be here.

I've heard others say drugs and alcohol doesn't even help with si.:(
 
  • Like
Reactions: houseofleaves and Mr. Incapable
Mr. Incapable

Mr. Incapable

Also inadequate, incompetent, weak & powerless
Jun 21, 2022
175
Let me know when you find out
 
  • Like
Reactions: houseofleaves and Shivali
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,593
I think that many people manage to get over their fears when they get desperate and the pain of living becomes unbearable for them. All that they want is to escape. I think that someone cannot force themselves to get rid of fear, I think that it is a feeling that the person has that they know that it is time to leave. Personally I fear the method failing. I do wish that it is easier to be free from this horrible existence and I know that it is so awful wanting to leave and yet feeling like you are unable to.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lilez, houseofleaves and thischarmingman
T

thischarmingman

Member
Mar 27, 2022
13
trying to get rid of my fear right now, hopefully will attempt this coming week
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
Diazepam or Kava Kava root (capsules or tablets).
 
Mr. Incapable

Mr. Incapable

Also inadequate, incompetent, weak & powerless
Jun 21, 2022
175
trying to get rid of my fear right now, hopefully will attempt this coming week
Do you mind me asking what method you're using? I'm also going to attempt this week with hanging.. I get a lot of anxiety just thinking about it right now but i've got to push through with it
 
T

thischarmingman

Member
Mar 27, 2022
13
Do you mind me asking what method you're using? I'm also going to attempt this week with hanging.. I get a lot of anxiety just thinking about it right now but i've got to push through with it
hanging scares me too much, I'm planning on numbing my arms and slitting my wrists- not necessarily the best but ive not got much access to pills and suchlike, im pushing through my anxiety too
 

Similar threads

UglyLife82
Replies
6
Views
206
Suicide Discussion
Hollowman
H
D
Replies
4
Views
343
Suicide Discussion
babyneo1
B
T
Replies
7
Views
269
Suicide Discussion
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
silentroom123
Replies
31
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
LastDayOnEarth
LastDayOnEarth
tabmeltsontoungue
Replies
1
Views
169
Suicide Discussion
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart