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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
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I didn't ask to be born. I shouldn't have to learn things i don't care about for 12 years. I shouldn't have to work for the rest of my life. I shouldn't have to be able to experience pain in the first place. No one deserves to feel pain. No one deserves to be tortured by the existence of pain in our brains. Do you understand what i'm saying. Most people would just call me depressed, but i'm saying this with logic and sound mind. I hope there's someone out here who gets it.
 
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MeltedJello

MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,213
I feel the same way, and can understand what you're saying. No one deserves suffering. I just wished more people could fully understand & accept what many of us feel here. We all should have an option of a free painless death anytime we truly wished for it.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
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If I interpret Wittgenstein´s words "Everything we describe at all could also be otherwise." right, there will be no happiness in the world without pain. So some of us have to suffer for the benefit of the majority.
Marlene Dietrich´s song "If I could wish for something" expresses rather good what I want to say.
 
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Lotus1818

Lotus1818

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
248
couldnt have said it better myself. life is such a hassle and it only gets worse over time. the world isn't going to get any better and your body will only experience more pain.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,628
I understand. Life is completely unnecessary, we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. Life is horrible as there is unlimited potential for suffering, there is no limit as to how bad things can get. I see it as a curse to be born. I want nothing to do with life and I do not want to participate in it. I just want to sleep forever. Wanting suicide is a rational response to a life like mine. I am not mentally ill. Suicide is the only thing that makes sense for me.
 
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bestbefore053121

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Oct 26, 2021
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I feel you. I wish I wasn't born, too. And if there's one thing I could tell my younger self, I'd tell her, "Kill yourself now. Things are not gonna get better. You'd be happy sometimes but miserable most of the time." I don't really see the point of living anymore.
 
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