Venting Too late

[PlushieLover]

I finally decided and I'm 101% sure that I want to kill myself and nothing will change my mind. Nothing would save me now, or anybody, not my friends, not my family, and not even a psychiatrist. Is too late to try anything. I used to feel that I was on the edge of suicide but now I'm falling right into suicide.

I promised that I would not kill myself but I can't keep that promise anymore, and I don't even feel sorry about it.

When I kill myself my mom probably is going to become insane, my ex girlfriend is probably going to kill herself, and my friends and family will probably feel sad, but I don't care enough. I'm selfish, that's it.

Is too late for change, I'm done with this life.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry life brought you to this. I totally understand. There is nothing more I want from life anymore. I just want it to end.

 

[deadverysoon]

I finally decided and I'm 101% sure that I want to kill myself and nothing will change my mind. Nothing would save me now, or anybody, not my friends, not my family, and not even a psychiatrist. Is too late to try anything. I used to feel that I was on the edge of suicide but now I'm falling right into suicide.

I promised that I would not kill myself but I can't keep that promise anymore, and I don't even feel sorry about it.

When I kill myself my mom probably is going to become insane, my ex girlfriend is probably going to kill herself, and my friends and family will probably feel sad, but I don't care enough. I'm selfish, that's it.

Is too late for change, I'm done with this life.

its 100% not selfish from YOU in my opinion.

and why and what should YOU change to fit in?

think there is a reason why you want to ctb.

 

[Deleted member 8975]

I wish I knew how to get to that point…not caring about my mom that is.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I understand, in my case everything is hopeless and I know that ctb is inevitable. Life is simply not for me. It is not selfish, I understand that ctb will upset others but we have the right to leave this world at a time of our choosing, it is our decision and nobody else has any say in that. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.