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too afraid of going to hell to commit suicide
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its hard for me to believe gods not real since im schizo and i hear voices and i think the voices are caused by god, i don't want to go to hell and suffer for all eternity when i am suffering less here. but i don't want to live like this. how do you people that commit to suicide get over your fear of hell and god.
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I personally believe a superior intelligence would understand that some people aren't equipped to deal with life or had extremely bad luck. They say God doesn't give people more than they can handle. Why then, do people commit suicide? It's because they feel they are in an unbearable/inescapable situation.
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Never Alive, Escapee, GoingSoonish and 34 others
Gods might be real but, if there's a hell, aren't we already living in one? Even innocent children die in this world.
I wouldn't be so scared of hell. I think something better (even if it's eternal nothingness) is coming.
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Gods might be real but, if there's a hell, aren't we already living in one? Even innocent children die in this world.
I wouldn't be so scared of hell. I think something better (even if it's eternal nothingness) is coming.
its hard for me to believe gods not real since im schizo and i hear voices and i think the voices are caused by god, i don't want to go to hell and suffer for all eternity when i am suffering less here. but i don't want to live like this. how do you people that commit to suicide get over your fear of hell and god.
I get over it because I feel that THIS is hell and ima sneak out the back door while the devil isn't looking xD
If you feel like this life is better than hell then maybe there is some joy to be found here for you. Do you have some medications to help?
Are you religious? Or is the belief in god purely caused by your psychosis?
If it's the latter then please be sure that it's not the god voice telling you to Ctb and remember to protect yourself and your mental health.
I personally believe a superior intelligence would understand that some people aren't equipped to deal with life or had extremely bad luck. They say God doesn't give people more than they can handle. Why then, do people commit suicide? It's because they feel they are in an unbearable/inescapable situation.
I'm agnostic so I don't fear hell. If there truly is a god, whatever that means, I think it's absolutely absurd to expect people to fulfill a test they don't know their taking. If this being condemns people to hell for their actions I don't think it's very rational. And if it's not rational, we're all fucked anyway because everyone dies.
Killing yourself is legitimately terrifying. But if some being would condemn us to eternal torture for our actions then the universe is truly a chaotic nightmare and therefore it doesn't matter what we do. Unless we conform to a way of living from a deity that is super nebulous in its messaging. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
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ncmxm, Dear Agony, Numbtopain97 and 11 others
I was raised in a Christian household and I struggled with this for a long time, but I've finally realized that God would not send someone to Hell for committing suicide when they were obviously suffering and felt that it was their only option. There are many things about God I don't understand (for example: I've never been able to find a good answer as to why bad things happen in the first place) but I know that God exists and that He is loving. Don't get me wrong, I've spent the majority of my life being mad at the idea that God is supposedly all-powerful and kind, yet he lets horrific things happen to innocent people? How does He sit by and watch that happen? I don't have those answers, but I can tell you that Hell is not meant for those that aren't able to deal with the shitty cards that they've been dealt, because quite frankly, there's not anything for us to do about it in the first place (most of the time).
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its hard for me to believe gods not real since im schizo and i hear voices and i think the voices are caused by god, i don't want to go to hell and suffer for all eternity when i am suffering less here. but i don't want to live like this. how do you people that commit to suicide get over your fear of hell and god.
What gives me comfort is that if he's really going to send me to hell for refusing his terms, then he was not deserving of my love and respect in the first place. Either he would understand, or I'd happily burn in hell knowing I made the moral choice.
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ncmxm, Dear Agony, nihilism44 and 4 others
I was raised in a "Christian cult" for 20 years. I've been out of that for 20 years however I was raised to believe that there is no hell. You are just gone. On the flip side no heaven either unless you are part of a select amount of people. I thought this was ridiculous. I do believe in a higher power but I believe in reincarnation. So when I die by either ctb or whatever means I will just come back. I also believe I'm living in hell so anything is better than this
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Journeytoletgo, filthyrottendirty, demuic and 3 others
If a God is supposed to be omnibenevolent, like some mainstream religions claim, then he/she/it would not punish you for committing suicide. Their infinite compassion would allow them to understand just how much pain that everyone experiences, and why some choose to end their own lives in this world - a world that these beings created - according to certain beliefs.
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I struggle with this as well but I just try to remind myself that it's the right thing to do. I tell myself that if I can end this life I've finally fixed the problem and whatever I have to deal with after is on me. If I have to suffer so that my family will no longer have to than so-be-it.
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thanks, if you have any more videos about curing schizophrenia id like to see them, its the 1 and only reason i want to ctb. i hate living life on medication and hearing voices
I don't believe god exists anymore. I was raised very christian but from a young age (like maybe 9 or 10) relized things don't add up. You should try watching telltale athiest and Jimmy snow (they're stuff about religion). I went through a point where I didn't really believe in god but I felt guilty so I felt like god was making me feel guilty. They helped me with the lasting irrational fear of hell and stuff. Or if you don't want to watch two YouTubers talk about it, you can pm me and I can disprove religion with logic. My logic might not work for you, but I'll explain some thoughts that helped me to become an atheist.
thanks, if you have any more videos about curing schizophrenia id like to see them, its the 1 and only reason i want to ctb. i hate living life on medication and hearing voices
This is a big part of why I'm still around. I have my doubts but with my luck that 1% chance turns up and I'm in a worse state than I was. That may all be BS and such but I won't know till it happens.
If a God is supposed to be omnibenevolent, like some mainstream religions claim, then he/she/it would not punish you for committing suicide. Their infinite compassion would allow them to understand just how much pain that everyone experiences, and why some choose to end their own lives in this world - a world that these beings created - according to certain beliefs.
I don't think any of the mainstream religions claim that God is omnibenevolent. As I understand it, God has two responses to those who broke the rules in life: wrath and mercy. Wrath is the punishment and mercy is the forgiveness, you're supposed to fear the one and hope for the other. Who actually gets what, and in which proportions, is debatable. The point is that you can't have a God who is all wrath or all mercy, you're dealing with a God who is both, and if you break the rules you must expect both responses.
God is an infection that's hard to remove. I was raised christian, and started to deprogram that from myself. It hurts to realize you go from kinda possibly mattering to not mattering at all, but its freeing in a way.
If you do ctb, just know you're doing something strong, you're embarking in a new journey of your own.
Please try to find happiness first.
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ncmxm, Journeytoletgo, whitefeather and 1 other person
I don't believe god exists anymore. I was raised very christian but from a young age (like maybe 9 or 10) relized things don't add up. You should try watching telltale athiest and Jimmy snow (they're stuff about religion). I went through a point where I didn't really believe in god but I felt guilty so I felt like god was making me feel guilty. They helped me with the lasting irrational fear of hell and stuff. Or if you don't want to watch two YouTubers talk about it, you can pm me and I can disprove religion with logic. My logic might not work for you, but I'll explain some thoughts that helped me to become an atheist.
As someone who believes in god aswell I've often thought thought the same from time to time,I don't believe that god would let people suffer forever and ever,most of that shit is just protestants who adapted catholic beliefs and removed all the extra bits so it's less complicated,and the orthodox have completely diffrent views on what heaven and hell is,I think the truth is there really is no solid biblical doctrine depicting hell as somewhere you go in the afterlife,my idea is we are either going to end up in the lowest low or the highest high,even though I'm not sure where those things are. But anything is an escape for me
There's a chat button on the drop down menu thingy,it has channels and everything sorta similar to discord,I haven't checked it out but I think you can dm people with it
I am Jewish and in Judaism we don't believe in hell. Have you been given any indication that the God from the voices you hear is the Christian God? Looking into how different faiths view the afterlife may help.
thanks, if you have any more videos about curing schizophrenia id like to see them, its the 1 and only reason i want to ctb. i hate living life on medication and hearing voices
its hard for me to believe gods not real since im schizo and i hear voices and i think the voices are caused by god, i don't want to go to hell and suffer for all eternity when i am suffering less here. but i don't want to live like this. how do you people that commit to suicide get over your fear of hell and god.
its hard for me to believe gods not real since im schizo and i hear voices and i think the voices are caused by god, i don't want to go to hell and suffer for all eternity when i am suffering less here. but i don't want to live like this. how do you people that commit to suicide get over your fear of hell and god.
I do not believe God wants us to suffer and our life gets worse with pain and only then we go to s better after life. This is why we can make our choices.
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