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Nuber1zero

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Mar 6, 2022
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So tonight was my planned night and tbh I'm pretty scared.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,604
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
If its not your night its not your might, whatever method you're using will still be there if you ever need it. Hope you're coping ok
 
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FallingGrace

FallingGrace

Secretary of something
Mar 11, 2020
166
I'd like to think that when it's my time, the thought of living another day will be a hundred times more terrifying than embracing the end. In fact, I think that will be when I know it's time. When it's preferable. If you're scared, you're not ready. Look after yourself :heart:
 
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Nuber1zero

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Mar 6, 2022
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I'd like to think that when it's my time, the thought of living another day will be a hundred times more terrifying than embracing the end. In fact, I think that will be when I know it's time. When it's preferable. If you're scared, you're not ready. Look after yourself :heart:
In really just scared about the process of it.
I definitely do not want to face another day. I'm over it. Trying to make things work is way too tiring and just doesn't seem to work out.
If its not your night its not your might, whatever method you're using will still be there if you ever need it. Hope you're coping ok
Going to be using n and the bottle is already open
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Whatever happens, I hope you find peace.
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Whichever you decide, we are here for you.

I can relate to being scared of failure. But also if the finality of the decision.

Sending love.
 
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Nuber1zero

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Mar 6, 2022
19
Just frank my n. I'll see you all on the other side
 
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DPJ187

Student
Apr 14, 2022
128
Be at peace my friend.
 
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Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
I hope you are at peace from this cruel, selfish world.
 
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StrangePossum

Member
Dec 22, 2021
85
Sorry it came to this for you. Hope you find peace.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
Yes, I hope you find the peace and solace you've been looking for and deserve.
 
CandyCane

CandyCane

Student
Mar 11, 2022
156
did it work? why were they around 9 minutes after drinking n, I thought it was faster?
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I hope you found peace.
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JamieJambo

Experienced
Apr 17, 2022
202
Jesus that's pretty intense. I have never read anything like that before
 

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