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currylover

Member
Jul 19, 2020
37
Well everyone,

Tonight is the night I attempt to take SN. I was going to hold off on doing it until I got a few more things in order and write my notes but I just can't wait anymore. I'm so heartbroken over feeling so lonely and nobody caring about me I just can't take it anymore.

I don't have AE so hope this works and i'll be at peace soon. I wish you all the best, and i'll be back if I don't go through with it or fail ❤️
 
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bad luck

bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Luck. Whatever you choose, I hope you are at peace. A hug
 
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Crusader

● I do not live ● ● I exist ●
Mar 6, 2021
193
I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Sorry to hear this but I wish you the best of luck and eternal peace!
 
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aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
I Hope u find ur peace with every decision you make.
 
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Echo81

Member
Feb 5, 2021
85
Sending Peace and love your way.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,389
Safe travel...second glass if you vomit......sad to hear this
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,339
Sorry life has brought you to this. I wish you peace and love. If you change your mind you are always welcome back.:heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
Best of luck to you. I hope that everything goes to plan, and you go peacefully and painlessly.
 
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RegretedFeeling

Student
Mar 21, 2021
123
Good luck I guess,

support is my first step to acceptance, acceptance of my own decisions.
 
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Alec

Alec

Wizard
Apr 22, 2019
680
I'm with you and I'm thinking about you, you are not alone❤️❤️❤️
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
Goodbye. I hope you find the peace you were cruelly denied in this life. Rest in peace.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
I hope you make the right decision for you and your situation, only you can decide that. Sending my best wishes!
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
785
It's okay too if you decide to stay longer and maybe finish those unfinished deeds.
 
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alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
good road to you, wishing you a peaceful rest and a love never felt on the other side
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I hope you're all right........... and people here care about you......
 
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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
I wish you peace :(
 
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MAA Ke pass

Student
Jan 6, 2021
130
I wish you found peace
 
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LeGuitarist

LeGuitarist

Eternally Lost
Mar 19, 2021
118
Well everyone,

Tonight is the night I attempt to take SN. I was going to hold off on doing it until I got a few more things in order and write my notes but I just can't wait anymore. I'm so heartbroken over feeling so lonely and nobody caring about me I just can't take it anymore.

I don't have AE so hope this works and i'll be at peace soon. I wish you all the best, and i'll be back if I don't go through with it or fail ❤️
I'm so sorry life has pushed you to the edge like this; you really don't deserve this. Remember, you can always turn back and call an ambulance whenever you want.
 
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currylover

Member
Jul 19, 2020
37
Hi all,
I decided not to go through with it last night because I really wanted to finish these notes before I go so people know how miserable this life was.
I will probably attempt next weekend after i've finished my exams just incase I survive.
 
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