Venting Tonight is not my night

[Squiddy]

Tonight is not my night either. It was nice having at least one day of my ADHD being mostly treated. That was the closest to normal I think I've gotten in years. I had a feeling my stimulant wasn't going to work tonight either and I was right. I ended up dropping a glass of Worcestershire sauce followed by 2 more glasses like 15 seconds later because I wasn't paying attention making it a total of $17 worth of sauce I ended up putting the other bottles on a low shelf as I didn't want to drop anymore. Luckily it didn't come out of my paycheck, but I feel incompetent as hell. I've only put up a few things and I feel like I'm dragging my team down by my slowness. Hoping I can get past my SI so I can ctb

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I'm sorry you had such a rough day at work. Maybe this was just an off day and the stimulant will work better tomorrow or whenever you're scheduled to be there next. I totally understand wanting to CTB and feeling incompetent, but I'm still hoping something improves for you.

 

[Squiddy]

I'm sorry you had such a rough day at work. Maybe this was just an off day and the stimulant will work better tomorrow or whenever you're scheduled to be there next. I totally understand wanting to CTB and feeling incompetent, but I'm still hoping something improves for you.

This is the 2nd day in a row it didn't work. I tried a lower dose a few months ago and it worked for an hour and then stopped working afterwards. Then I had tried another stimulant and that one didn't work at all

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you suffer so much. I can imagine that it must be stressful and tiring having to deal with that job and I know that it is awful when things keep on going wrong. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from what you are going through.