So initially I planned to CTB in a few days, but recently I've been optimistic and feeling a bit better, so I'll try to CTB earlier and today several hours from new seems like a good time to go if any.
So I'm posting this in case I go ahead with that earlier than schedule, I'll post again in case I drink the SN. Once that post is done, I'll only post again if I feel in pain/uncomfortable to keep you guys updated. If I don't post, assume I'm not suffering enough to bother or that I passed out.
If possible, I would like if an older (hopefully trusted) member could text with me so I don't have to be logged in on this site, so if anyone is up for that please do contact me. Would prefer discord/whatsapp since they're the only ones I use.
Either way, I thank this forum for sparing me from a lot of pain on the failing methods I would keep trying to CTB with should I have not found this place. So thank you.
On a side note, how do I get my name crossed?
Edit: Decided to carry on with it, or at the very least try. Wait for edit and post if I do drink it. Started with bromopride 1:15 before (takes longer to act than meto, pretty much same med from what I was told). For the rest following 25g in 50ml and Stan's guide.
Edit2: Decided not to self ban. If I somehow survive and am (obviously forcefully) sent inpatient, I would like to talk about what went wrong. Possibly the unreliable purity from the SN I bought, but I'm still confident I'll CTB. Well, I'm an internet addict who logs in every day so if I'm not back in a few months, there you have the answer :)
Edit3: Drank it.
So I'm posting this in case I go ahead with that earlier than schedule, I'll post again in case I drink the SN. Once that post is done, I'll only post again if I feel in pain/uncomfortable to keep you guys updated. If I don't post, assume I'm not suffering enough to bother or that I passed out.
If possible, I would like if an older (hopefully trusted) member could text with me so I don't have to be logged in on this site, so if anyone is up for that please do contact me. Would prefer discord/whatsapp since they're the only ones I use.
Either way, I thank this forum for sparing me from a lot of pain on the failing methods I would keep trying to CTB with should I have not found this place. So thank you.
On a side note, how do I get my name crossed?
Edit: Decided to carry on with it, or at the very least try. Wait for edit and post if I do drink it. Started with bromopride 1:15 before (takes longer to act than meto, pretty much same med from what I was told). For the rest following 25g in 50ml and Stan's guide.
Edit2: Decided not to self ban. If I somehow survive and am (obviously forcefully) sent inpatient, I would like to talk about what went wrong. Possibly the unreliable purity from the SN I bought, but I'm still confident I'll CTB. Well, I'm an internet addict who logs in every day so if I'm not back in a few months, there you have the answer :)
Edit3: Drank it.
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