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bluemistbec

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Apr 20, 2020
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I don't know why but this method really speaks to me. I'm going to use a belt and a stick. I feel a bit scared and alone but mostly so, so sad. I feel bad for my family but they don't understand how bad things are for me. It'd be great to have some company before I go.
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
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I hope you find peace.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
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I'm sorry life has led you to this point but whatever happens all the best. As always, there's no shame if you back or things don't go to plan.
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
May your soul rest.
 
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bluemistbec

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Apr 20, 2020
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Update: I couldn't get it to work. I think the stick I was doing it with was too thick so it wouldn't turn properly. I need to try with something else but another night
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that things did not go to plan. I can imagine it must be frustrating. I wish you the best, whatever happens.
 

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