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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
i cant do tomorrow :'(

my husbands going to get me a cake. im basically looking at my presents (theyre in boxes in the living room) and i just cant do it......

i spent the day crying and shaking and thinking about every horrible thing in my life and i can only imagine tomorrow being worse than today.

i dont want to do it. i cant do it. i just want it to be over......
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Oversleep if you can or just stay under the covers all day until it passes. I also didn't want a birthday this year, but I guess my needs and wants do not matter.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
I also didn't want a birthday this year, but I guess my needs and wants do not matter.
its easier to pretend than to explain
 
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logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
704
Then you definitely have people who love you.
Maybe you can at least enjoy and accept that a little.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
i cant do tomorrow :'(

my husbands going to get me a cake. im basically looking at my presents (theyre in boxes in the living room) and i just cant do it......

i spent the day crying and shaking and thinking about every horrible thing in my life and i can only imagine tomorrow being worse than today.

i dont want to do it. i cant do it. i just want it to be over......
and now i have a different problem with every single friend i have.....
 

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