I want to end my life, like right now.

[caspertheghost]

This has been a growing feeling over the past few weeks but lately its been so strong. I cant be happy, ever. Every day i wake up sad, i spend the day sad, and i sob at night. Even when im at events i just simply cant be happy. My mom doesn't love me anymore, my grandpa hates me, my best friend in the world is avoiding me and hanging out with my other friends instead, i was sexually assaulted and broken up with afew weeks ago. Its just too much for me to take. I feel bad for my dad but i just cant do this anymore. I dont know what to do.