Today is an important day

[pls.deleteallmypost]

This is not an informative thread or anything like that. I just want to share that today I've decided to start planning my end... I'm still not sharing my reasons but I have them. I see this as a "trip" or a "process" and it has started today. The one thing about this that hurts me is leaving my loved ones, but I don´t see any future for me. I've been thinking about cbt for some time and the idea is just getting stronger and stronger. Not gonna lie, I'm scared, but at least I have this place where I can share my thoughts without being judged or making someone else cry.

pd: My english may not be the best, that´s because I'm from Southamerica.

 

[whywere]

Your English is great, better than mine! I am not on 100% of the time, but feel free to pm me if you ever want someone to talk to, I would be honored to talk with you.

Walter

 

[eternalmelancholy]

You don't have to share or explain your reasons. We all understand the desire for non-existence. Once you realize you are capable of suicide, it sends you down a journey towards death. It is scary but also calming at the same time paradoxically. I will be glad once this is finally over.

 

[vinie]

Though I might be wrong, I believe that all of us secretly fear the inevitable, hence the sheer amount of methods classified as quick or painless. It is okay to be scared, but please remember that you are not alone in this and that you can always turn back. Make sure to conduct extensive research until you are certain about your method and decision. If you are beyond doubt, I wish you the best of luck.

May you find peace within :)

 

[pls.deleteallmypost]

Thanks for the support, I really appreciate it :). I'm gonna do a good research before doing any crazy stuff. After all, I´m not in a hurry. Hugs for everyone<3

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. When the time is right for you to leave, I hope you find peace.