Tired

[IWantToSleep]

Too sleepy to do anything, got too few hours sleep. Not like I do anything productive when I'm not anyway. Staring at my laptop until 10pm so I can sleep, this is hell. I have no substances to abuse. I do nothing positive to try and recover, maybe that's justified because my mind just can't do it, but I can't help but feel guilt and anger about it. The feeling of powerlessness brings on the feelings of rage, guilt, shame, depression, agitation and embarrassment. Fuck life.

 

[Versailles]

I feel the same, my life became a monotomy now that I am a hikikomori, but somehow this is the way I feel comfortable because I know that there is a society out there that totally terrifies me, try to change your routine, such Once it can help with something, monotomy can generate stress and depression

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing really is tiring. I'm sorry you are suffering, I understand that it can be awful to get a lack of sleep. Our own thoughts can torture us and I spend a lot of my time feeling completely hopeless. I wish you well.

 

[celan]

I can relate to that. I can't sleep very well, even with zopiclone, but I'm going to ctb soon anyway. I think about purchasing benzodiazepines from the darknet and sedate myself with them.

 

[IWantToSleep]

I can relate to that. I can't sleep very well, even with zopiclone, but I'm going to ctb soon anyway. I think about purchasing benzodiazepines from the darknet and sedate myself with them.

I've been thinking of getting them for years but my anxiety has prevented me from doing it.

 

[Jumping_realms]

You are looking for a substance to abuse. Is the liquor store open? Don't go if you have issues after drinking, but maybe that would help sleep this off.

 

[seb9]

Havnt been sleeping well the last 6 years, not sleeping properly really fucks me up, sorry you feel this way