Hi. this quarantine changed everything. what was supposed to be a quiet ctb is becoming a torment. I feel trapped, I have no place to go and I also don't want to be, nor go back to where I am, I just want to disappear as if I never existed. I am so tired and empty to continue living.
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There are some media that I want to consume before I go and I'm going ctb in a hotel, I think it's better to wait for the pandemic to weaken
get it. enjoy your time and peace on your journey.
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