Tired of life

[C8114]

I cant stand the liars and mother f@#kers

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Word.

 

[hatelife]

I cant stand the liars and mother f@#kers

but im so scared to die, today I got worst anxiety and now I cant sleep, I feel so bad for my mom just waiting until she dies but even then its like I want to save all animals that are hurting now, and why do ppl in china need to skin the raccons alive I just dont get how somebody can be so mean´, then I think of myself, I think im this mean too, im not a good person, thats why if I kill myself or try one more time im going somewhere bad I think thats what I felt the first time trying it and went to get help and got the death rattle after that, I think I saw something bad u guys, its not nice, at least not whats waiting for me :(

 

[issyishere]

life fucking sucks, what sucks even more is the lack of any good options to leave it. every method has a negative to it.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I'm also tired but I'm in The Jean4's Stay Team

 

[waterbottleman]

I just want a woman to love me =(

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I just want a woman to love me =(

Have you tried Tinder?

 

[waterbottleman]

Have you tried Tinder?

No, I stopped dating/trying at all 4 years ago when I was 25.Year after year of being rejected eventually broke me and I just threw in the towel and gave up. The only reason I was able to lose my virginity was by visiting a sex worker, speaks volumes as to how undesirable I am when normal people find sex/love/intimacy so easily and multiple times in their lives by the time they reach my age.

Reality is I'm a 3 standard deviation unattractive pile of crap.

Doesn't matter though now, Ive decided that I'm going to ctb. I'm already in the process of doing everything I need to do before I ctb.

 

[Jean4]

I'm also tired but I'm in The Jean4's Stay Team