Tips for insuring no way out? (Fighting SI, hiding phone)

[kneesocks731]

Hi, I'm absolutely not in any way unconvinced of my inevitable suicide, it is the only thing I want. You can see my account age.

I'm worried however that when I feel the effects kick in my SI will kick in also. I need to not be able to call for help. Thankfully with SN incapacitation happens so fast, you only need to sit with it for that ~10 ish minutes before UNC. How can I make my phone unreachable? I live in an apartment and wont be found until I notify someone via a scheduled text to call the police sometime between 24-48 hours later (I'm only doing this for my cats safety), so as long as I make it UNC I should be set. Should I put my phone outside somewhere? Maybe walk a small distance and bury it? Please don't accuse me of not wanting this enough. I am trying to absolutely insure it works. Thanks guys

 

[Captive_Mind515]

If you have another room in your apartment, you could lock it in there and then just take the key for the door and shove it under the door so you can't get it.

But to be clear, the common advice is to seek medical help if you throw up 2 cups of SN. But hopefully that won't happen and you get the peace you're seeking.

 

[kneesocks731]

If you have another room in your apartment, you could lock it in there and then just take the key for the door and shove it under the door so you can't get it.

But to be clear, the common advice is to seek medical help if you throw up 2 cups of SN. But hopefully that won't happen and you get the peace you're seeking.

Thank you. I really appreciate this. I don't have a key to any of the rooms in my apartment, but I'll keep thinking on this track. Appreciate the advice. Much love to you
Considering "losing" my phone at a bar in walking distance that wont be open when I ctb.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Thank you. I really appreciate this. I don't have a key to any of the rooms in my apartment, but I'll keep thinking on this track. Appreciate the advice. Much love to you
Considering "losing" my phone at a bar in walking distance that wont be open when I ctb.

If you do a scheduled email rather than text, then you won't need your phone to be on. But I think there is also online services that can send scheduled texts as well.

 

[latetoctb]

A Benzo like Alprazolam (Xanax) will help with this for most people. Some people report their SI completely gone after taking a high enough dose. Though you should test dosages and make sure take them at the right time before you become unconscious and are unable to prepare/drink the SN. Make sure you reset your tolerance between tests and final exam.