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wolfpaxhd

wolfpaxhd

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Aug 30, 2025
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So while i was testing out light partial hanging on a door method, i kept getting the usual "head exploding" feeling so i adjusted until perfection and moved the rope up my neck more. On my last attempt i believe i might've been more closer in success than the others as the feeling instead changed to a tingly pins and needles like feeling and my breathing was readily different this time too.

Also immediately after i loosened the rope, i felt shaky and panicky almost like i went through a traumatic experience almost and my vision/reality felt a bit weird but i don't know how to describe that part.

Was i close to almost going Unconscious/CTB?
 
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totno

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Nov 1, 2025
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So while i was testing out light partial hanging on a door method, i kept getting the usual "head exploding" feeling so i adjusted until perfection and moved the rope up my neck more. On my last attempt i believe i might've been more closer in success than the others as the feeling instead changed to a tingly pins and needles like feeling and my breathing was readily different this time too.

Also immediately after i loosened the rope, i felt shaky and panicky almost like i went through a traumatic experience almost and my vision/reality felt a bit weird but i don't know how to describe that part.

Was i close to almost going Unconscious/CTB?
Did your vision go fuzzy, and was it like feeling a little dizzy and like you might fall down? If so, then yes you would have likely fallen unconscious if continued.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

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Aug 30, 2025
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Yes!! You got it right. That's exactly how it went for me.
 
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RadioGaga

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Jul 7, 2025
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So while i was testing out light partial hanging on a door method, i kept getting the usual "head exploding" feeling so i adjusted until perfection and moved the rope up my neck more. On my last attempt i believe i might've been more closer in success than the others as the feeling instead changed to a tingly pins and needles like feeling and my breathing was readily different this time too.

Also immediately after i loosened the rope, i felt shaky and panicky almost like i went through a traumatic experience almost and my vision/reality felt a bit weird but i don't know how to describe that part.

Was i close to almost going Unconscious/CTB?
Were you able to breathe or no? Like did you feel like you were underwater holding your breath or no? :).
 
wolfpaxhd

wolfpaxhd

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Aug 30, 2025
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Were you able to breathe or no? Like did you feel like you were underwater holding your breath or no? :).

honestly forgot since its been a while. But its possible. I held my breath a little before doing my attempt.
 

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