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Thisiscertainlyause

Thisiscertainlyause

for the night is dark and full of terrors
Sep 27, 2024
33
Not really a rant or even a super bad thing; but one of my tic's came back(I hope I'm calling it the right thing? it's something I can force away if I try, but not something I do consciously idk), this weird back of the throat sound. I managed to get it to go away(mostly) a while ago, mostly because I didn't want to seem weird in public. I don't go out much anymore so it's not really a big deal, makes me a little sad though, before I'd still do it if I got anxious or awkward and at one point I did it infront of my (then) partner and she called it cute, so now I just have a constant reminder of her and that memory for like, 40 seconds every few minutes :(. It's weird to have around again(sorry if this is the wrong forum area to put this in idk if it belonged here or off topic since it's mental health related)
 
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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
222
i have tourettes, not sure if thats what you have but it sucks. i hate how it makes my life so much worse
 
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Kanau_Nano

Kanau_Nano

Experienced
Apr 12, 2026
217
I do something similar i understand how awkward it feels. I find chewing gum helps. Maybe it will help you?

It's really hard to get over people you once got along with so well. I'm sorry that it brings up memories that makes you sad. Here's a nice hug to help you maybe 🤗
 
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Butterfly-death

Butterfly-death

Just let me die already all I do is suffer
Apr 5, 2024
55
Reading this post just reminded me of my throat tic which made it come back lol. Seriously though it sucks I rotate between different tics every so often, can't control it. l have some sort of tic disorder I was told. They're pretty noticeable too it's annoying and embarassing. I know it must be awful in your situation I hope you can get it to go away again or you can suppress it somehow
 
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Thisiscertainlyause

Thisiscertainlyause

for the night is dark and full of terrors
Sep 27, 2024
33
I do something similar i understand how awkward it feels. I find chewing gum helps. Maybe it will help you?

It's really hard to get over people you once got along with so well. I'm sorry that it brings up memories that makes you sad. Here's a nice hug to help you maybe 🤗
I'd have to find a gum not mint flavoured... idk why but I can't stand mint;-;
 
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