Method Thoughts on my plan?

[Ariel1]

I've been doing lots of research and I feel like there are only a few options that could work for me:

1. Make an Exit bag (although I'm not 100% clear on how to do so despite the videos) and use it in one of the following ways: buy a nitrogen tank, hose and regulator, spend the night in a hotel and use the inert gas method; or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep. The problem with the latter is I think I would need to adjust how the bag is made and there isnt as much information on the success of this method as with nitrogen, however it seems easier than buying a gas tank and regulator and lugging it around.
2. Going to Mexico to buy barbiturates from a vet supply store, coming back to Canada and using it. Or just using it in Mexico. But this seems like a more involved and expensive process. And what if I cant get them. Also what do I tell my family?
3. Jumping in front of a train. But this seems super gruesome and painful. Also, what if I chicken out or someone tries to stop me or the train stops?

Open to any thoughts/advice.

 

[TitianCashew26]

The first option, with the nitrogen tank, seems the best.

 

[Ariel1]

I've been doing lots of research and I feel like there are only a few options that could work for me:

1. Make an Exit bag (although I'm not 100% clear on how to do so despite the videos) and use it in one of the following ways: buy a nitrogen tank, hose and regulator, spend the night in a hotel and use the inert gas method; or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep. The problem with the latter is I think I would need to adjust how the bag is made and there isnt as much information on the success of this method as with nitrogen, however it seems easier than buying a gas tank and regulator and lugging it around.
2. Going to Mexico to buy barbiturates from a vet supply store, coming back to Canada and using it. Or just using it in Mexico. But this seems like a more involved and expensive process. And what if I cant get them. Also what do I tell my family?
3. Jumping in front of a train. But this seems super gruesome and painful. Also, what if I chicken out or someone tries to stop me or the train stops?

Open to any thoughts/advice.

Also wondering if anyone has had any luck ordering pentobarbital from mexico? There are vet pharmacies that sell it. I haven't tried but Ive seen a few…

 

[Mt1712]

Je me demande aussi si quelqu'un a réussi à commander du pentobarbital au Mexique ? Il existe des pharmacies vétérinaires qui en vendent. Je n'ai pas essayé, mais j'en ai vu quelques-unes…

Also wondering if anyone has had any luck ordering pentobarbital from mexico? There are vet pharmacies that sell it. I haven't tried but Ive seen a few…

Hey
I would love to get that but It seems very complicated. I am from France and I would do everything to leave in peace without suffering. And pentobarbital seems to be the best way.
Please can we help ourselves ?

 

[Mt1712]

Hey
I would love to get that but It seems very complicated. I am from France and I would do everything to leave in peace without suffering. And pentobarbital seems to be the best way.
Please can we help ourselves ?

Hey
I would love to get that but It seems very complicated. I am from France and I would do everything to leave in peace without suffering. And pentobarbital seems to be the best way.
Please can we help ourselves ?

I don't know other solutions without suffering except carbon monoxyde but it seems difficult to do it well
Also wondering if anyone has had any luck ordering pentobarbital from mexico? There are vet pharmacies that sell it. I haven't tried but Ive seen a few…

 

[Forveleth]

Also wondering if anyone has had any luck ordering pentobarbital from mexico? There are vet pharmacies that sell it. I haven't tried but Ive seen a few…

No one ships pentabarbital. If you see anyone online claiming to sell it, it is a scam. You have to do get it in person.

 

[Ariel1]

I've been doing lots of research and I feel like there are only a few options that could work for me:

1. Make an Exit bag (although I'm not 100% clear on how to do so despite the videos) and use it in one of the following ways: buy a nitrogen tank, hose and regulator, spend the night in a hotel and use the inert gas method; or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep. The problem with the latter is I think I would need to adjust how the bag is made and there isnt as much information on the success of this method as with nitrogen, however it seems easier than buying a gas tank and regulator and lugging it around.
2. Going to Mexico to buy barbiturates from a vet supply store, coming back to Canada and using it. Or just using it in Mexico. But this seems like a more involved and expensive process. And what if I cant get them. Also what do I tell my family?
3. Jumping in front of a train. But this seems super gruesome and painful. Also, what if I chicken out or someone tries to stop me or the train stops?

Open to any thoughts/advic

I've been doing lots of research and I feel like there are only a few options that could work for me:

1. Make an Exit bag (although I'm not 100% clear on how to do so despite the videos) and use it in one of the following ways: buy a nitrogen tank, hose and regulator, spend the night in a hotel and use the inert gas method; or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep. The problem with the latter is I think I would need to adjust how the bag is made and there isnt as much information on the success of this method as with nitrogen, however it seems easier than buying a gas tank and regulator and lugging it around.
2. Going to Mexico to buy barbiturates from a vet supply store, coming back to Canada and using it. Or just using it in Mexico. But this seems like a more involved and expensive process. And what if I cant get them. Also what do I tell my family?
3. Jumping in front of a train. But this seems super gruesome and painful. Also, what if I chicken out or someone tries to stop me or the train stops?

Open to any thoughts/advice.

The other option I was thinking, is trying to find an online doctor to prescribe me chloroquine. Ill say I'm going to Costa Rica for 4 weeks and want to take it to prevent Malaria. I'll say I took it in the past for this reason and had no issues. I assume, ill get about 300mg base or 500mg salt x10 weeks = between 3-5 grams. I also have 60mg of clonazepam. Would this be sufficient. I'm 55kg and Im also taking a small dose of prednisone. Thoughts?

 

[Mt1712]

The other option I was thinking, is trying to find an online doctor to prescribe me chloroquine. Ill say I'm going to Costa Rica for 4 weeks and want to take it to prevent Malaria. I'll say I took it in the past for this reason and had no issues. I assume, ill get about 300mg base or 500mg salt x10 weeks = between 3-5 grams. I also have 60mg of clonazepam. Would this be sufficient. I'm 55kg and Im also taking a small dose of prednisone. Thoughts?

I have chloroquine it s the reason I want to die. I developped a lupus that ruines my life. Do you think it's enough ? It's painful ? I just want to stop my heart

 

[Ariel1]

I have chloroquine it s the reason I want to die. I developped a lupus that ruines my life. Do you think it's enough ? It's painful ? I just want to stop my heart

I'm sorry to hear about your lupus. Have you tried natural remedies? I'm a holistic nutritionist, I'd be happy to help if you want. I was also diagnosed with several autoimmune disease, and it sucks. I've managed some well with nutrition. But I still want to ctb. I think you need benzos for chloroquin to be peaceful. I also heard about amitriptyline and benzos instead of chloroquin, and i think that might be the better route for me..

 

[Mt1712]

I'm sorry to hear about your lupus. Have you tried natural remedies? I'm a holistic nutritionist, I'd be happy to help if you want. I was also diagnosed with several autoimmune disease, and it sucks. I've managed some well with nutrition. But I still want to ctb. I think you need benzos for chloroquin to be peaceful. I also heard about amitriptyline and benzos instead of chloroquin, and i think that might be the better route for me..

Can we speak by Messenger or so ? Thank you very much for taking time to answer

 

[NegevChina]

I've been doing lots of research and I feel like there are only a few options that could work for me:

1. Make an Exit bag (although I'm not 100% clear on how to do so despite the videos) and use it in one of the following ways: buy a nitrogen tank, hose and regulator, spend the night in a hotel and use the inert gas method; or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep. The problem with the latter is I think I would need to adjust how the bag is made and there isnt as much information on the success of this method as with nitrogen, however it seems easier than buying a gas tank and regulator and lugging it around.
2. Going to Mexico to buy barbiturates from a vet supply store, coming back to Canada and using it. Or just using it in Mexico. But this seems like a more involved and expensive process. And what if I cant get them. Also what do I tell my family?
3. Jumping in front of a train. But this seems super gruesome and painful. Also, what if I chicken out or someone tries to stop me or the train stops?

Open to any thoughts/advice.

The first method will only work with an inert gas tank, like Nitrogen and a regulator + flow meter. The Exit bag must be constructed as described in the Inert gas mega-thread. This method is considered very peaceful but requires preparations and equipment purchasing. The other method with the sleeping pills and bag will fail. There is no way you can fall asleep and then secure the bag around your neck. And even if it is secure the CO2 accumulation in the bag will wake you up with a panic response and you will tear the bag off your head.

 

[Ariel1]

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Can we speak by Messenger or so ? Thank you very much for taking time to answer

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The first method will only work with an inert gas tank, like Nitrogen and a regulator + flow meter. The Exit bag must be constructed as described in the Inert gas mega-thread. This method is considered very peaceful but requires preparations and equipment purchasing. The other method with the sleeping pills and bag will fail. There is no way you can fall asleep and then secure the bag around your neck. And even if it is secure the CO2 accumulation in the bag will wake you up with a panic response and you will tear the bag off your head.

In the peaceful pill book it says you can do the exit bag method with sleeping pills. You adjust the bag to fit around your neck but then you hold it open a bit with your hands to breathe until the giant dose of sleeping pills makes you pass out and your hands fall and the bag closes around your neck. You're too deep in sleep to wake up and you pass in your sleep.

Anyway, now I'm thinking 5 or so grams of Amitriptyline, 50mg of clonazepam and 2 gravol and camp out in a hotel where i can be undisturbed for 2 days in case it takes that long.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep.

It's unclear to me whether the hypercapnic response, that will undoubtedly occur after you exhale enough CO2 into the bag, wouldn't just immediately awaken you, even under the effects of sleeping pills. I believe it would.