Thought I wanted to keep trying

[braketimez]

Here's how I feel right now...
Imagine you're a character in a play.
It's the middle of the second act, and you expect to make it until the end of the story.
But suddenly, the curtains start to close.
Huge and heavy curtains.
They are closing, and when they reach you,
you use all your strength to keep them open,
but your efforts are futile.
It's not the end of the show, and you don't want it to be,
but a force pressing into you makes you accept things have come to a close.
I thought I wanted to keep trying, but I always end up coming back here..
It's like the fucking curtains are drawing open and closing again and again.
Blah. I started planning to CTB again today. I had put everything away for awhile,
but I've got my SN stashed, and am now figuring out details for when the time comes.

 

[Arrow]

for too many actors the curtains close early

 

[braketimez]

for too many actors the curtains close early

This is true.