Venting This world does not want me.

[Chisel]

Seems this world is sending me clear messages that I'm no longer wanted.
I've been betrayed by the one I love, so called friends and even my own family.
Left with nothing but constant rejection and loneliness. Feeling unwanted and unloved.
I am not a bad person....why does this life choose to kick the most vulnerable of us so often.
Can't even ctb at this time due being watched.
So I'm forced to endure this torment, pain and anguish alone.
It's literally a human rights violation to force someone to endure this much pain and torment.
Why am I always singled out to hurt so much.
And whenever I reach out for help or affection I'm rejected and cast aside.
When I asked for help and for therapy I've been left doing pointless shit....no one cares.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. People are just so cruel. I think in general, life is just very unfair. Many of us are disadvantaged through no fault of our own. We deserve a right to die, a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. I think it is wrong how society expects us to suffer for decades. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Losteverythingtwice]

Bible Gateway passage: John 15:18-27 - King James Version

If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not...

www.biblegateway.com

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

I know exactly how it feels to have doors slammed in your face at your most vulnerable

A lot of the time people are no better than animals and life for us might as well be on National Geographic. I'm sorry Chisel.

Can you call a free hotline for people in crisis to vent to? Maybe they even have an online chat service?

 

[Chisel]

Already being see by mental health team, not that their any good though.
I can't let them know too much or they'll take my daughter away first and she's all I have till I can ctb.

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

Already being see by mental health team, not that their any good though.
I can't let them know too much or they'll take my daughter away first and she's all I have till I can ctb.

You can still call free crisis hotlines at times of stress and turmoil. They are immediately there for you and are annoymous as long as you don't say you're going to do something (they might track your location).

 

[Hurt]

I'm so sorry. Same for me. I was trying to do my best. I got out of this site and tried to improve my life. I was doing well and all of a sudden my life became worse than before. Anyway I hope things get better for you buddy