This should hopefully be the place I die.

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I'm in a small dip in a field, it goes pretty deep and is fairly secluded so hopefully I won't be found for at least a week. I'm very scared but I know this is what I want.

I'm going to tie a noose, I have some hemp rope that shouldn't stretch, a towel to put over the rope and some corn bean bags to push my carotid artery

 

[JigsawFeelin]

please know you don't have to do this.
But either way, you're not alone.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Guessing it's partial, then? Don't really see the anchor point. If it's hanging, why would the bean bags and towel be necessary?

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I want to say goodbye to a few people but I don't want to worry them or have them stop me, I'm so sorry to my girlfriend Emily. She was the best thing in my life and I hate to leave her. I don't know if I want there to be an afterlife but I'm not really bothered either way.

 

[JamieD]

I want to say goodbye to a few people but I don't want to worry them or have them stop me, I'm so sorry to my girlfriend Emily. She was the best thing in my life and I hate to leave her. I don't know if I want there to be an afterlife but I'm not really bothered either way.

Sending you huge comforting hugs.......I feel your pain and your worry for your girlfriend......if it has to be, I hope its peaceful.....you are not alone xx

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

Guessing it's partial, then? Don't really see the anchor point. If it's hanging, why would the bean bags and towel be necessary?

Yeah it's partial, the towel is to stop burning on the neck and to prevent it digging in, just making it a bit more comfortable, the bean bag is to press down the carotid artery

 

[Lady black]

I wish you a comfortable hanging and eternal peace with your girlfriend

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Yeah it's partial, the towel is to stop burning on the neck and to prevent it digging in, just making it a bit more comfortable, the bean bag is to press down the carotid artery

Knot looks weird, are you using hangman's?

 

[WornOutLife]

I want to say goodbye to a few people but I don't want to worry them or have them stop me, I'm so sorry to my girlfriend Emily. She was the best thing in my life and I hate to leave her. I don't know if I want there to be an afterlife but I'm not really bothered either way.

I'm really sorry about this.
Well, leaving some letters and maybe some videos telling all the people you love how much you love them always helps a bit.

 

[Deathbydemo]

I hope you've reached this decision with careful thought and consideration. Once it's done, there's no going back. I wish you peace, love and understanding with whatever you decide to do.

 

[sparkie]

Would the towel not get in the way of what the rope has to do and make the process longer? Also I think the hangmans knot is only used in full suspension

 

[Tackingintothewind]

Are you still with us op?

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Also I think the hangmans knot is only used in full suspension

Long drop*, full suspension is done with some form of slipknot, same with partial.

 

[sparkie]

I'm in a small dip in a field, it goes pretty deep and is fairly secluded so hopefully I won't be found for at least a week. I'm very scared but I know this is what I want.

I'm going to tie a noose, I have some hemp rope that shouldn't stretch, a towel to put over the rope and some corn bean bags to push my carotid artery

That rope looks very thick im new here but i got a hemp rope that is just 1 cm thick i thought it would be better to find the carotid artery etc im 15 stone will the rope snap?