This really is it

[XXXTENTACION]

@XXXTENTACION nice build man. Are you on gear?

Yeah dude and been training 17 or so years...hard as well.
Size is the prize....
Swoll is the goal

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

Yeah dude and been training 17 or so years...hard as well.
Size is the prize....
Swoll is the goal

Looking big bro, best of luck

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Looking big bro, best of luck

Cheers dude, that was in my lean phase at about 100kg, off season I was a monster at about 120kg.
Consistency is key is the best advice I can ever give anyone

 

[Traveller12724]

Any reason you chose this specific day ? I liked that you are going out in the garden surrounded by nature and beauty I assume.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Any reason you chose this specific day ? I liked that you are going out in the garden surrounded by nature and beauty I assume.

To be honest, I've been waiting weeks to do it but my ex wife's comes over a lot and I can't do it when she's here. She understands my pain and is sad about it but willing to let me do what I need to do. Tonight has just worked out nicely

 

[Traveller12724]

To be honest, I've been waiting weeks to do it but my ex wife's comes over a lot and I can't do it when she's here. She understands my pain and is sad about it but willing to let me do what I need to do. Tonight has just worked out nicely

Okay best of luck again! Find the peace you seek! We are all here with you so you are not alone in your final moments, I am writing letters and finalizing my preparations, I hope to join you on the other side some time this week hopefully so save me a seat!

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Okay best of luck again! Find the peace you seek! We are all here with you so you are not alone in your final moments, I am writing letters and finalizing my preparations, I hope to join you on the other side some time this week hopefully so save me a seat!

All the best to you too my brother, I'll been seeing you soon x

 

[Wolf Girl]

I hope you find whatever you're looking for you. I feel I may join you sooner than later.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

All the best to you man.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

I see you're online. What happened?

 

[bankai]

I see you're online. What happened?

He changed his mind/postponed.And thank God. That's a welcome relief from the usual people who just end up taking the bus

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

He changed his mind/postponed.And thank God. That's a welcome relief from the usual people who just end up taking the bus

I'm lowkey happy for him. He seems to have a lot of good things going on in life. I wonder if the gear + benzos threw him into anhedonia. I think that was a factor in wrester Chris Benoit's tragic end.

@XXXTENTACION - Do you think your chemistry is f'd up and maybe that's part of why you can't be happy?

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Unfortunately I'm still here but it wasn't through choice. I had been drinking most of the day and then took a load of Zopiclones in preparation for the exit bag. Whilst waiting a little bit for them to kick in I spent a last few moments hugging my amazing cat Koopa, he's my world. Time, drink and drugs all got the better of me and I fell asleep on my sofa with Koopa and quite loud music playing. Next thing I know im being woken up my a load of police, paramedics and fire service in my living room at 3am! Turns out my nosey neighbour called them stating I might be in danger and gave them access to my garden and they let themselves in the backdoor! Although I stated I was okay they had their concerns and made me attend hospital (which I've now discovered they did unlawfully and am making a complaint). Once in the hospital I was seen by the mental health team and they decided yesterday morning to keep me in under section 2 of the mental health act so I can be held for up to 28 days so im currently sitting in a hospital ward waiting for a space in a secure hospital.

This is the last outcome I wanted to happen! Just got to play the game now and get out.

Thank you for your messages though.